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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    Timothy’s body was nothing but a byproduct of violence and death. The pit healed his wounds but left scars that burned worse. He was ugly, he knew, but it hardly bothered him. Ugly things were real and permanent. They marred the world, left their mark wherever they went. It was not his ugliness that unnerved him. It was his simplistic mind that he was ashamed of.

    His body was broken but his mind was carved empty. He’d been brilliant once, he was sure. Sometimes Ra’s told him stories of his past intelligence, of the times when he called him Detective. Timothy listened to those stories with childish envy, unable to comprehend how the person Ra’s spoke of with such pride had been him.

    Sometimes, he thought the Bat might love him. Then he would remember that he wasn't the one he looked at with such soft eyes and he'd think of the Tim that the Bat wanted with such visceral hatred that he scared himself.

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    Timothy forgets. Ra's lies. His family is there for him, come hell or high water.

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    23 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “They’ll find out,” Tim whispered, voice cracking. “They always do.”

    Bruce’s expression softened. He crouched closer, lowering his voice. “You’re not in trouble. You mixed medication with alcohol. That’s all. You’re not the first person to make that mistake.”

    Tim gave a hollow laugh that dissolved into a cough. “Not—not a mistake.”

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    Tim mixes his meds with alcohol. The fallout is immediate.

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    18 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Let's start with something easier,” blue man says. “Can you tell me your name?”

    “Timothy Jatson Drate,” Tim replies. Then he frowns. “I tan’t say it right.”

    Cuh sounds and guh sounds are difficult for Tim. Mommy says he'll get the hang of them if he keeps practicing though.

    “That's okay, Tim,” blue man smiles again. “How old are you?”

    Tim knows this one. He's been working really hard on his numbers. “Four!” He holds up four fingers. “That's this many!”

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    Four-year-old Tim is having a sleepover with the Waynes. He just wishes he knew when his parents were going to call.

    (Meanwhile, Tim's family are trying desperately to avoid letting him know that until yesterday he was seventeen – and that his parents won't call him ever again.)

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    12 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    The word ‘metal’ flings itself around in his skull, over and OVER and over and, metal turns to mental and Junior is laughing, wheezing, choking over trying to tell Daddy the joke that is in there somewhere, somewhere, he just has to find a way to make it funny.

    And Daddy smiles so so wide at him, and maybe he has managed to make it a joke - a joke that can be heard - after all.

    The part that is and isn’t Junior screams, he screams in unison, inside, inside, so Daddy can’t hear.

    He bundles it all up, the anger and the fear and the terror terror, he has it and holds it and twists, shaking, until it burns into manic, sparking excitement.

    Or: Joker Junior Tim with DID.

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    11 Jan 2026