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    A series in (at least) three parts.

    'With Mary, he’d done everything in the right order — if at breakneck speed: flirting, sex, seriousness, rude and awkward realism, proper caring. He and Sherlock, though, had spent so many years loving each other quietly, imagining fantasy versions of each other, in amongst the everyday of bad tempers and absent-minded scratching, that never were interrupted by mismatched desires or poor communication. Was it possible (he thought, in a slightly out-of-body way, scrawling out a prescription) they had missed the opportunity to be in love with each other?'

     

    *Thanks to a tremendous gift from @Hamstermoon, the series now has COVER-ART!*

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    “Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.

    “You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.

    “…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”

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    Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.

    Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Hollanov; Skip; mostly canon-compliant.

    THE VISIOn!!! I did not even knew I need bitchy gay Kip and bitchy bi Ilya as chirping bitchy partners in crime, but this author has the Sight. The gumption. The gift. Hilarity.

    (And yeah, the A/Ns mention the story took on a little of a life of its own — because the sad thing about it-takes-one-to-know-one is also that this is the glowing sign on the door of the closet. And Ilya, as we know (and by Santa Tierney de Montréal, we shall learn again in s2), Ilya **wants to be seen**. So this was literally laugh out loud funny... and also, at a few key moments, genuinely poignant and lovely.)

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    WIP

    You wondered, maybe, how quickly they could fall in love if they actually had time together earlier—real, sustained time, alone together? Okay but did you then wonder what would happen if that time was *just long enough* to fall in love, and just short enough to make the secret relationship an open wound? DID YOU?

    (Unbelievable. One chapter in the most, erm, economical prose you can imagine if the thing you're trying to imagine with your economical imagination is *pining*. I'm hitting that refresh button for Ch. 3/3 like my like hangs in the balance.)

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    It’s a question of biology. Vulcan biology.

    The problem with falling in love with a member of an insanely private species is that it just might take you the best part of a five year mission to work out that the feelings are requited. And then you might discover that he’s already decided that the two of you can never be together.

    And what are you supposed to do if he won’t tell you why?

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    09 Jan 2025

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    Kirk/Spock; TOS; post-first 5Y mission.

    I am so serious—IF YOU ONLY READ ONE STAR TREK FIC EVER, LET IT BE THIS ONE. I cannot understand why the entire fandom hasn't simply made a collective holiday to praise this fic and live in its world.

    In brief: The depths of wanting here. The impossibility of overcoming a lie/misconception that Somebody believes is true. The equal impossibility of letting each other go. Truly a love story for adults, about adults, with their shortcomings and blindspots and walking wounds.

    Or, in other words: What do you do with a starship captain when he stops being a starship captain? What misunderstandings and fears and mistakes could *ever* be so big as to keep two soulmates as different as Kirk and Spock apart? And what if the TOS series AND the first ST:TOS movie (TMP) were both actually... good? were the first drafts of a much deeper, richer, more agonized, more mysterious, more consequential story? Well! Here is that answer.

    (Honestly, I will never think about the first ST film the same way again. Likewise, the Antony and Cleopatra quotation was deeply moving and pretty perfect and changed my sense of that.)

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    Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Hollanov; 1x06 missing (implied) scene; holy fuck.

    Listen. We gotta hold our hands up. When a fic this hot exists for free on the real-life internet, we have no choice but to pay our respects. Holy hell. Wowowowowowowow.

    Also because LOL, Ilyushka, my son: you got GOT. :)

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Hollanov; AU (canon divergent/parallel); getting outed/comphet is a prison.

    This is FASCINATING. In the school of writing in which we try to explain to students what "show don't tell" actually looks like in practice? We teach this fic and then just sit there, nodding solemnly, and appreciate. (TOW Shane refuses to deny speculation about his sexuality... and learns to get taken care of.)

    I love the contradictions of this fic, how Shane -- baller Shane -- claps back about the homophobia and the prurient, truly gross speculation about his private life... and yet *in* private, he feels so conflicted, so unsure, so unsettled, so in need of comfort. Get you a man who feels is all. And then give that man a loverboy of all time.