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    Angsty mpreg-related fics that I wrote to make myself cry.

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    After Metatron steals Castiel's grace, and Cas comes to live in the bunker, Dean spends a lot of time with him, sharing all of his favourite things. Dean can't help it if sharing things with Cas just makes everything better. Besides, it's Dean's job as Cas' friend to introduce him to the joys of human life. To teach him how to be human.

    And if one of the experiences they end up sharing is sex with women, well... that's just part of Dean's job as Cas' friend too, right?

    The desire is triangulated, the rituals are intricate.
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    “You know you can’t turn Cas into a mini-Dean,” Sam said

    “First, if I did, Cas'd be all set, 'cause I'm awesome,” Dean said. “Second, that’s not what this is about. Cas needs to know how to get by in the world. He needs someone to teach him how to just be a guy.”

    Sam’s face scrunched up. “He already is just a guy.”

    “But he doesn’t know how to be one,” Dean insisted, like it was an obvious fact, and Sam was a little dim for not getting it.

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    11 May 2025

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    “It’s not gay if it’s a three way”

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    What does John see when he looks at Cas?

     

    Cas doesn’t look like a monster.

     

    But neither does Dean.

     

    John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.

     

    Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.

     

    John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”

     

    . . .

     

    The closer you are to what you want—

    Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.

    —The more vulnerable you are.

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    19 Apr 2025

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    Adult dean and John as it should have been.
    This is the Mary was deserved to get. Incredible story. So many feelings

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    He's about to ask who the hell she is, what the hell she thinks she's playing at— but then she squints, like she's trying to look past Dean's eyes to see right into him, and her head cocks birdlike, just so, and it tugs at something under his ribs, blooming into an ache that feels as good as it hurts, because somehow, it's him. It's Cas.

    The Empty sends Castiel back different.

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    20 Aug 2024

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    Castiel comes back in his woman vessel. It presents some challenges. Thoughtfully written