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  1. Rec 35

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    “Am I dirty?” he asked before he could think better of it.

    Suguru looked him up and down with a curious expression, squinting, searching for something that could explain whatever the hell was going on. “Huh? No… you look fine to me.”

    That’s not what I meant. Am I filthy, or am I pure?

    “Are—are you sure?” It came out weak, brittle. He lightly unclasped the hand from Suguru’s jacket which he was still holding, leaving it just hovering over the fabric. He was scared he’d burn Suguru again, but he was more scared about being unclean. “What about my hands?”

    Without reservation, Suguru gently took Satoru’s hand from the jacket and then lifted the other, still pressed to Satoru’s chest, into his own small palms. He turned his hands till his palms faced God, and Lord, did they burn, but before he could pull back, Suguru held them firmly, thumbs brushing over the lines and grooves of his palms, steady, careful, unflinching.

    “All clean, ‘Toru. I promise. See?”

    Satoru did not believe him.

    Or, Satoru wrestles with God, the Bible, and the slow, undeniable realization that he is in love with his best friend, Suguru.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    It doesn't get better than this, holy fuck

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    “What that means, concretely, is that sometime during the night, your body likely underwent the shift, and... you are now an omega.”

    A what?

    “A what?!” Satoru repeats, stunned.

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    “Don’t be a dick. I’m just trying to figure out how to say it without freaking you out.”

    Suguru snorts. “I’d be a lot less freaked out if you just came out and said it.”

    “Would you, though?”

    He bites back a sigh, his eyes momentarily flicking up to the ceiling. “Manami.”

    “Suguru,” she spits back.

    “What, is the guy fucking yakuza or something?”

    Silence. Dead fucking silence.

    Suguru’s gaze jerks back down to Manami, who is very pointedly twirling a strand of her pink hair around a finger as she studies the nail polish on her other hand. It’s both painfully disinterested and absolutely forced, and Suguru chokes out a sound that is somewhere between a gasp and a groan.

    “Manami,” he asks. “Did you book me to tattoo a fucking gangster?”

    Or, Suguru Geto gets hired to do a very specific tattoo, is inducted into the Japanese mafia, and gets himself a very strange murder boyfriend, in that order.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Curious,” Suguru repeats. “You were curious about fucking yourself on my cock?”

    Satoru chokes. A little sip of tea goes up his nose, and after Satoru tries to take a breath he starts hacking on the liquid, taken off guard by Suguru saying my cock.

    His cock. His cock!?

    “I’m sorry,” Satoru says. “Your cock?”

    Satoru finds a nine-inch monstrosity of a knotting dildo in the hall closet. Despite being an alpha, Satoru makes it a mission to get it up his ass.

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    “You know me," Satoru's voice echoes through the plaster and paint of their shared wall. "I never miss a stream.”

    Suguru blue-screens.

    A stream? As in—people were watching Satoru fuck himself.

    Strangers were watching Satoru fuck himself.

    Strangers on the internet.

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    14 Feb 2026