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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    It had been five years, but the pain had not dulled at all. Sometimes, Ochaco wished Toga really did die that day. That way, all she would have to do is mourn. She wouldn’t have that stupid itch of hope. She would have grieved in peace years ago and been able to move on. Maybe she would be able to love somebody else. But she could never move on with the lingering questions of what happened to Toga.

    What no one knew was there was a basement to her agency. A secret room with piles and piles of evidence to find Toga. There were corkboards with hundreds of stray pictures, newspaper clippings, and big red lines drawn to endless conclusions. But Ochaco never got an answer. There were stories of murders all over the country, of course. Only a few stray ones caught her eye, as possibilities. Just a sliver of a chance that it was Toga holding the knife. But nothing ever close by, and nothing big enough to make her motivated.

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    Alternate ending where Toga doesn't die when transferring blood to Ochaco and just runs away. Ochaco spends years trying to find Toga, feeling incomplete without her while everyone else goes on to live happy lives. All until one day when Toga decides she wants to be found.

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    07 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Uraraka Ochako, perhaps more well known as Uravity, had made a name for herself at only twenty-six. Despite being nothing more than a crisis aversion hero, she rose through the ranks, settling at the number eight spot. After a rescue mission during a major earthquake leads to career-ending damage, Uraraka is stuck searching for another job. When Midoriya visits her with a job offer as good as any, she reluctantly takes it. Working at a villain reformation prison might not be such a terrible job… at least she'll still be able to help people.

    Toga Himiko was twenty-three when her world was flipped upside down. Now at twenty-seven, she finds life duller. After what happened to the League, all she had were those stupid little missions. Killing time, killing the competition, killing for the sake of it. It all blurred. It was a run-in with Japan's number one hero that got her dumped into that stupid reform prison. She’d rather be rotting in Tartarus than trapped with people who only want to change her, yet that’s where she finds herself… at least the guards there might provide some level of entertainment.

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    05 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    "If... I met her when we were kids, would things have been different?"

    "What if... I had found love sooner?
    A love that made me want to give blood... instead of drinking other people's blood.

    If I had met someone who loved me like that... it would have been much easier to live in this world."

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    What if Toga Himiko and Uraraka Ochako met when they were kids...

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    05 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    Togachako, Omegaverse, Quirkless AU.

    Uraraka is a beta made to feel undesirable in a world where romance largely hinges on the ability to smell and emit pheromones. Meanwhile, Toga is an alpha made to feel unlovable, due to her unique sensitivity to the scent of human blood rather than pheromones. In the second term of their second year, they are paired by their school as roommates.

    Uraraka is terrified, until the night she first sees Toga crying. Chaptered. IN-PROGRESS.

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    02 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ochako Uraraka woke up screaming and it feels like she hasn’t stopped since.

    Haunted by her failure, and driven to find whatever distractions will help her function through another day, her life is defined by the loss of the villain who saved her.

    Unbeknownst to her, the ghost of Himiko Toga has been by her side all along, seemingly bonded to the girl she saved. Watching Ochako struggle has been brutal, but at least she gets to learn everything about her.

    Ochako hasn’t been able to see or hear Himiko, but why does it feel like that is slowly changing?

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    02 Sep 2025