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Orange Juice Ocean by moth_gf
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
12 Sep 2025
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Riddled with guilt at her inaction at Kamino and tormented by memories of the Training Camp, Ochako feels a burning need to change. She throws herself into her training, eye on the upcoming Provisional License Exams and heedless of the consequences. A chance encounter with the source of her nightmares only serves to push her closer to the edge.
As she crawls down the new path before her, Ochako digs deeper into the mystery of Toga Himiko, only to find an entire web of unknowns that would love nothing more than to eat her alive.
Has she bitten off more than she can chew? Only God knows.
AKA i'm writing toxic yuri AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME!!!
Act One: Chapters 1-18
Act Two: Chapters 19-???Main chapter updates every two weeks on Fridays
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15 Sep 2025
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Bloodlust - A Togachako fanfic by TheOwlDrenchedInInk
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
10 Jul 2025
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A story of redemption and humanity in a character most in the world have considered beyond it. A story of love and tragedy as the two try and find a way to survive in the strange world they have found themselves in, be it either dealing with Toga as a roommate and lover or the new wave of villains that have arisen in the light of Izuku Mirdoriya taking up his position as the symbol of peace. This is also a story of many other lost souls, people who have been affected by the league or the world the league fought against and how their tragedy affects those around them.
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14 Sep 2025
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Blood Red Kisses by MsMio
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Apr 2025
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Uraraka Ochako didn't expect a lot to happen while she studied at U.A. University - she'll make a few friends, maybe give dating a try, and dread over exams. However, her whole world changes when Usagiyama Himiko transfers into Class 1-A. Now Ochako finds herself falling fast for the woman who hides behind a mask, wishing nothing more than to protect a smile she's never seen, but is desperate to know.
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12 Sep 2025
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bleeding forever for you by sevsdoll
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
24 Dec 2024
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It had been five years, but the pain had not dulled at all. Sometimes, Ochaco wished Toga really did die that day. That way, all she would have to do is mourn. She wouldn’t have that stupid itch of hope. She would have grieved in peace years ago and been able to move on. Maybe she would be able to love somebody else. But she could never move on with the lingering questions of what happened to Toga.
What no one knew was there was a basement to her agency. A secret room with piles and piles of evidence to find Toga. There were corkboards with hundreds of stray pictures, newspaper clippings, and big red lines drawn to endless conclusions. But Ochaco never got an answer. There were stories of murders all over the country, of course. Only a few stray ones caught her eye, as possibilities. Just a sliver of a chance that it was Toga holding the knife. But nothing ever close by, and nothing big enough to make her motivated.
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Alternate ending where Toga doesn't die when transferring blood to Ochaco and just runs away. Ochaco spends years trying to find Toga, feeling incomplete without her while everyone else goes on to live happy lives. All until one day when Toga decides she wants to be found.
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07 Sep 2025
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But Friend, This Cage is Inside Out by Its_Kingston
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
25 Jul 2025
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Uraraka Ochako, perhaps more well known as Uravity, had made a name for herself at only twenty-six. Despite being nothing more than a crisis aversion hero, she rose through the ranks, settling at the number eight spot. After a rescue mission during a major earthquake leads to career-ending damage, Uraraka is stuck searching for another job. When Midoriya visits her with a job offer as good as any, she reluctantly takes it. Working at a villain reformation prison might not be such a terrible job… at least she'll still be able to help people.
Toga Himiko was twenty-three when her world was flipped upside down. Now at twenty-seven, she finds life duller. After what happened to the League, all she had were those stupid little missions. Killing time, killing the competition, killing for the sake of it. It all blurred. It was a run-in with Japan's number one hero that got her dumped into that stupid reform prison. She’d rather be rotting in Tartarus than trapped with people who only want to change her, yet that’s where she finds herself… at least the guards there might provide some level of entertainment.
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05 Sep 2025
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Eternal Smile of Red by Squ__ack
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
20 Aug 2025
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"If... I met her when we were kids, would things have been different?"
"What if... I had found love sooner?
A love that made me want to give blood... instead of drinking other people's blood.If I had met someone who loved me like that... it would have been much easier to live in this world."
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What if Toga Himiko and Uraraka Ochako met when they were kids...
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05 Sep 2025
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Warm Blooded by alizarin_scribbles
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
07 Sep 2025
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Togachako, Omegaverse, Quirkless AU.
Uraraka is a beta made to feel undesirable in a world where romance largely hinges on the ability to smell and emit pheromones. Meanwhile, Toga is an alpha made to feel unlovable, due to her unique sensitivity to the scent of human blood rather than pheromones. In the second term of their second year, they are paired by their school as roommates.
Uraraka is terrified, until the night she first sees Toga crying. Chaptered. IN-PROGRESS.
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02 Sep 2025
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Cutest Ghost in the World by Firesign_18
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
27 Aug 2025
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Ochako Uraraka woke up screaming and it feels like she hasn’t stopped since.
Haunted by her failure, and driven to find whatever distractions will help her function through another day, her life is defined by the loss of the villain who saved her.
Unbeknownst to her, the ghost of Himiko Toga has been by her side all along, seemingly bonded to the girl she saved. Watching Ochako struggle has been brutal, but at least she gets to learn everything about her.
Ochako hasn’t been able to see or hear Himiko, but why does it feel like that is slowly changing?
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02 Sep 2025
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On Monsters and Lesbians and the Inevitable Overlap Between the Two: by mor (mornin) for iceandfire13
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Apr 2024
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Ochako's dedicated her life to researching ancient Greece and it's creatures, but she didn't expect to have a case study living in her home!
“I didn’t want to lie to you,” she said softly, coming closer. She either ignored or didn’t notice the way Ochako tensed on instinct. “I didn’t think you’d believe me, and I knew it’d probably be… a bit of a shock if your girlfriend suddenly-” she gestured loosely at herself with a hand that—were those claws?—but Ochako was suddenly not that focused on the fact that Himiko was in fact an ancient Greek monster/deity/death spirit. She was more caught up on the Himiko was her girlfriend?
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02 Sep 2025
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In My Heart is a Soundless Wind by vverymuromuro (yoonbouquet__93)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Jul 2024
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The weeping girl lifted her head to wipe her tears, freezing when she met eyes with the hovering brunette.
Ochako’s heart stopped.
And somehow, she knows that Himiko’s did, too. The blonde croaked out a heartbreaking whisper.
“...Ochako?”
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After the War, Ochako hasn't heard news on Himiko's status.
But one night, she falls asleep-- only to wake up on a strange beach. On that lulling shore of endless sand, Ochako finds the girl who saved her life.
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20 Aug 2025
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Never See You Cry by magsworld
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Aug 2025
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“You love Dynamight,” Kota said.
Izuku let out a long-suffering exhale. “I beg your pardon?”
“You forgot Hero Dynamight over your girlfriend,” Kota continued. “That means that he’s… he’s the love of your life.”
Kota’s cheeks reddened like he was embarrassed about what he had just said. Izuku stared at him. He didn’t know a Hero Dynamight. But there were a lot of heroes he didn’t know. The world was a big place, after all.
“You grew up together,” Kota barrelled on. “You tell us all the time how the two of you are friends. He guest lectures here sometimes. You… you don’t know who I’m talking about?”
Izuku swallowed hard as he looked at Kota’s face. If this were any other student, he wouldn’t believe it. But Kota wasn’t the type to joke or kid around, especially not with something of this magnitude.
Izuku accidentally gets hit with one of his students' quirks and temporarily forgets the love of his life - who is not, as it turns out, his current girlfriend.
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20 Aug 2025
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My Whole Life For Yours by JajaLala
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
03 Mar 2025
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Eight years after the war between the Paranormal Liberation Front and the Pro-Heroes, Himiko has a new peaceful life thanks to the sacrifice Ochako made for her. Nobody knows she's Himiko, of course, but that's the price she pays to live a normal life. And she's totally happy with it. Totally!
However, when a chance event makes Himiko suspicious of what Hawks and the HPSC know about her, the world she built turns upside-down, and she'll have to face both herself and her past to save what she thought she lost forever.
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18 Aug 2025
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“Pomni,” Ragatha says slowly, like she’s maneuvering through a minefield, “can I show you something?”
Pomni presses her lips together. “I dunno… What is it?” Her track record of being shown things here doesn't bode well.
“Something special.” Ragatha looks at the floor. “It might make you feel a little better about your new body. Or distract you for a while, at least. May I sit on your bed?”
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07 Jan 2025
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Growing Foxglove In the Garden, Dear by littleyellowraincoat
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
30 Jul 2025
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To think that blackmailing and capturing a beetle in a jar at 15 would come back to pinch 28 year old Hermione Granger with its pincers...She doesn't know how Rita Skeeter was able to find the connection between her rise at the ministry and with Pansy Parkinson's face ending up on every Wizarding advertisement and magazine blowing kisses to the world. Pansy's reputation couldn't achieve that even if she was an heiress. Hermione's fame couldn't help with the elites who refused any change to their 'traditions and old ways'. Not when there was no profit that could be made.
Rita stirred the public's thoughts about the shared success: Is it bribery with the Parkinson Family or was it embezzling—both? Who's to profit from all of this? The elves? OR, is this all just a complete Crumple-Horned Snorkack?
Along with Rita's investigative journalism, Corruption Officer Padma Patil wants to know the truth too. Now even Hermione's chances for Minister were in jeopardy. The two witches double down with their own story and refuse to admit any wrongs. Either their youthful mistakes came back to hold them accountable or somebody betrayed them. It was time for Hermione to face her own faults and for Pansy to let her own go.
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01 Dec 2024
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“Who are you, and how did you find me?” Wyll demanded.
“Find you?” the man hissed. “Darling, I was just seeking refuge. I, unfortunately,” he quickly tilted his head at the word, “hadn’t realized that the abandoned house in the middle of the woods was taken.” He gestured vaguely toward the window. “You do know there’s a pack of vampires outside, don’t you?”
The elf paused, his face scrunching up in confusion, and Wyll watched, with some bewilderment, as several other brief expressions flashed across the man’s pale features.
“Should I know you?”
Wyll stayed silent, watching him with a cautious eye.
He didn’t know about Wyll’s powers—that much was clear.
Taking the smallest breath, Wyll steadied himself, his pulse slowing as his mind worked through the next move, already piecing together a plan.
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Or, a Tangled AU!
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13 Nov 2024
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put me together, thread a needle by Isolatedwriting
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
06 Nov 2024
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"Lae'zel is not large like Karlach, or unreasonable like Tav, but she is dangerous. That much is clear in those sharp teeth and the sword at her back. But then she mirrors Shadowheart's pose, and she actually wants to be there, when Shadowheart makes her ascension.
It comes as quite a shock to realise that Shadowheart might want her there too."
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A very long winded fic about being a healer to someone who dies a lot
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20 Sep 2024
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Enid could not, for the life of her, look away.
Bianca spoke. It didn’t matter. Enid couldn’t bring herself to hear a thing. Everything other than Wednesday Addams was irrelevant, it dissipated into the void, ceasing to exist.
[ Or, in Paris 1979, Wednesday Addams, now an internationally acclaimed cellist, and Enid Sinclair, now the face of avant-garde fashion, reunite unexpectedly after an unresolved romance and years without contact due to a rupture in letter correspondence. ]
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02 Sep 2024
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Her fight is over. Lae'zel has brought her Prince to power, liberated her people from the lich queen. She's a hero, her praises are sung by every Gith, in every Creche, in all the realms. But there's something missing, someone, really. She's homesick.
So she sets on another journey, much less perilous, yet as important as the last ones she went through, to find the woman she gave her word to so long ago.Series
- Part 8 of Shadowzel stuff
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30 Aug 2024
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Astarion's eyes followed Wyll's retreating figure as he savored the lingering sweet, buttery taste in his mouth. Suddenly, an overwhelming itch took hold in his throat. He tried to clear it once, then twice. A strange panic washed over him as he realized he couldn't stifle the inevitable onslaught. Desperately, he ducked into his tent.
The coughs that erupted from him were harsh and ragged, each one tearing through his chest with increasing intensity. His body convulsed with every spasm, muscles straining as he gasped for breath. The warm, delicious blood was on his tongue once more, and then his hands and bedding. The liquid spattered across his bedroll, and with it came something else—something delicate and unsettling.
With a final, violent hack, Astarion spat out a small clump of blood and... He stared in disbelief at the crimson petals scattered on the ground before him, soft and frilled.
Carnations.
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In which Astarion suffers Hanahaki, a cruel affliction where unrequited love manifests as flowers in the victim's lungs.
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NOT ABANDONED but on HIATUS as I would like to rewrite this after I finish my more recent Wyllstarion fics!
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29 Jul 2024
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Shadowheart has worked her ass off to get to where she is, even if it doesn’t look like much. She’s got a job and a place of her own, and that would be enough if she wasn’t pushing thirty and struggling way more than she wants to admit. So when her estranged adoptive mother offers her money in exchange for a little bit of deceit, it is all too tempting. And if all it takes is pretending to date her best friend and dealing with a few patriars, what could go wrong?
AKA: Shadowzel Best Friends To Lovers via Fake Dating!
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02 Jul 2024