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    Has Shane already done it? Was that what kept him busy for the past three days? Or was the person, the third party on their way to Shane's hotel room?

    Pushing down the bile nearly clawing up his throat, Ilya steers himself. He didn't own Shane. And somehow, deep inside the darkest recesses of his mind—the thought of he didn't deserve Shane rings through.

    “Of course not, if that is what you want,”

    “No! I don't want, you fucking idiot!”

    Shane had one question running through his mind: Why the fuck would Ilya want him to try and sleep with other people?

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    Shane's first few weeks in Ottawa, as told by several unhinged groupchats, Twitter hashtags, and clickbait articles.

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    Quiet mornings at the cottage had always been Shane’s favorite.

    With Ilya there, things have only gotten better. Warm, sun-drenched mornings stretch into slow afternoons. They float between the bedroom to the deck and out swimming in the lake, hockey long forgotten about and their phones abandoned on the table.

    They spend their evenings curled up on the sofa under blankets, their feet touching without having to say a word. They have dinner with Shane’s parents and listen to the loons by the bonfire, quiet conversations feeling less vulnerable.

    So when they wake up one morning to eight missed calls from Rose and a flurry of text messages waiting in his inbox, he wishes he never looked.

    Call me back when you see these messages.

    I’m really, really sorry, Shane. This isn’t how any of this should have happened.

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    Photos of Shane and Ilya kissing at the annual NHL awards are leaked in the tabloids.

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    “Crazy fucking season, eh? Never thought they'd let a faggot like you back on the ice,”

    Hollander takes a step back, immediately moving out of the way as Rozanov charges from his right, catching Bernese seemingly off guard, not anticipating him to actually hear the chirp. His chest was shoved – hard. It hurts him through his padding before his collar gets balled up and Rozanov violently shakes him, momentum favoring the speed at which he jumps him.

    “Watch your fucking mouth when you talk to my team,” he snarls.

    ; There's a new dawn on ice. And with revelation comes resistance. And with resistance, comes the very fist of the one who changes the game. Montreal is not their only problem. But with Ottawa slowly establishing themselves as a household name, their word and play is law on the ice.

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