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One by One Go Down, Down, Down by CtrlAlt_Delight23
Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022), KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
30 Jan 2026
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Rain didn’t stop. He disappeared into the night, blood slick on his hands, lungs burning, heart hammering.
He doesn’t look back.
He can’t.By the time he finally slows, crouched in the dark and shaking, the mask is firmly in place.
He thinks of Phayu. Of the weight at his throat that is now gone.Rain presses his hand to his mouth, biting back a sound that threatens to break free.
I’m sorry, he thinks desperately over and over. Please, forgive me.
He doesn’t go to Sky’s dorm. He doesn’t call for help. He recognized the men. He wouldn’t put any of the people he loves at risk.
And somewhere in the city, a small silver collar lay abandoned in the street – storm charm stained red, waiting to be found.
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In which Rain has a past, one nobody is aware about and it comes back to get him. Where two worlds collide, secrets are revealed, and nothing will truly be the same again.
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There's a terrible moment of silence once Chan finishes explaining their plan. Felix considers making a run for the door, but one of the members would probably tackle him first.
“So we’re not going with my plan to call Dispatch and make out with one of my friends outside?” Changbin asks, pouting a little. “I have a make-out boy on speed dial.”
“You still use speed dial?” Minho asks. “Are you my dongsaeng or what?”
After agreeing to a company-mandated romantic relationship for the cameras, Felix is forced to reexamine some long-held beliefs about his feelings for Chan.
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01 Feb 2026
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Does time heal all wounds or are some simply too deep to come back from?
Felix's goal is to heal others. A lifetime spent helping couples mend their broken hearts means he doesn't have to look at his own. How long can he ignore the past before it catches up with him?
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He is angry… he still hates me.
A wet sob breaks free from his chest. “I can’t stand the sight of you” echoes in his mind like a canon. He looks to Hyunjin and Minho in panic. Confusion marring their faces as they take in the look of pure heartache and fear on his face.
This can’t be happening, they were never supposed to meet again.
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“Do you still love him?”
Chan chuckles softly before looking directly into the camera. “Am I still breathing?"
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01 Feb 2026
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Alone, that is what he is meant to be. Every day Minho wakes to a world obsessed with soulmates. Music, television, and books all celebrate the soul’s quest for its perfect mate. Minho doesn’t have one. It’s been a struggle but he’s come to accept it. That is until he meets Han Jisung.
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Pushing away from the warmth holding him he looks into his mother’s eyes. Eyes filled with fear and heartbreak blink back at him.
“Eomma. I don’t have a soulmate.”
________________________________________“Perfection.”
The single word demolishes the dam keeping his emotions at bay. Heavy sobs fall from him as he leans against Felix. Years of worry, anxiety, and fear are washed away by the tide of his soulmate’s affection. His soulmate had found him and they think he is perfect. Him? The blind boy who feels the need to hustle for affection and prove his worth. Him, Han Jisung is perfect in the eyes of his soulmate.
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31 Jan 2026
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"You should get a sugar baby," Minho says.
"You need to get laid but more importantly you need someone to take care of. Someone you're contractually obliged to spoil, someone whose whole job is to let you, and remind you there's more to life than work. It’s not like you can’t afford it."
Or, Chan's a disaster of a human being and bad at taking care of himself. Enter Felix, newbie sugar baby with his own problems. Together? They might just be something perfect.
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31 Jan 2026
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Felix calls Chan 'Daddy' as a joke, but then it's suddenly not a joke anymore.
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31 Jan 2026