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i think you should know you're his favourite worst nightmare by ESF0330, slightlysmilingface
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty: Modern Warfare (Original Trilogy)
28 Jun 2025
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He sees himself drawing closer. He pushes past the possibility of human nature and into wild territory, floating on the cloud of adoration he has for an absolute monster. An adoration born in blood and death.
Is this how the devil captures you? Is this the deal he makes?
Because John wants it. He wants it in a way that he doesn’t think he understands. Fundamental, deep, like a primal urge breaking through the layers of his skin, ready to find the surface. A corrupted core freed.
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Finding Ourserves under an Oak Tree by ESF0330, ILoveFishies
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
25 May 2025
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Dear Diary,
My name is John Mactavish and I am sixteen years old. My grades are excellent, I am good at sports, I do my chores without protest, I help everyone as much as I can.
Everyone likes me and I’m constantly surrounded by friends. I know that if I don’t act perfectly all the time, people will stop loving me.
The loneliness never leaves me, I don’t know what to do to get rid of it.
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Johnny "Soap" MacTavish has been medically discharged following a mission gone wrong, which left him with severe agoraphobia and PTSD.
At the suggestion of his therapist, he joins a programme which connects both active service members and veterans through the act of writing letters.
Although things get off to a bad start, the connection he forms with his letter mate slowly becomes unbreakable. That is until he gets too close and strikes a nerve.
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13 Jul 2025
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Reader is a wolf hybrid in a world that treats them like second class citizens, given a horrible start in life after being thrown into the military with no preparation. After years of struggle, they're finally taken away from their base by Ghost, now a permanent member of taskforce 141 reader struggles to come to terms with the fact that perhaps there's a life there for them - if only they reach out and accept it.
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- Part 1 of Reign down on me
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13 Jul 2025
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Ghost is haunted by visions of the fated omega he’d rejected years ago whilst on leave, intent to live his life without ever seeing him again.
When Soap joins the 141, Ghost is hellbent on suppressing his inescapable attraction to his omega, and the unstoppable mating instincts overcoming his senses.
That is, until he very much isn’t.
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13 Jul 2025
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I Want To Feel Your Insides - A serial killer Au by Brainrotdelux
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
22 Nov 2025
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Simon has a hobby out side of work that caught the eye of an admirer. Will John Price and Kyle Gerrick figure out whos behind the string of dead bodies?
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13 Jul 2025
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Simon isn't used to luxury or opulence.
He inadvertently ends up in the sights of one John MacTavish – rich, middle-aged, looking for someone to spoil.
"So you want to be, like, my sugar daddy?" Simon asks, jokingly. It's not a joke anymore when John says yes.
Simon grows to like luxury and opulence rather much.
(or: I think simon riley deserves to be a sugar baby to an older, gruff, lascivious john mactavish. they fuck 90% of the time)
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13 Jul 2025