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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    “You can tell me to stop,” Cas says quietly.

    Dean swallows. His throat feels raw. “I won’t.”

    Cas’s gaze sharpens. “That is not what I asked.”

    Dean’s jaw tightens. He hates this part—hates being dragged into honesty when all he wants is relief.

    “Yeah,” Dean grits out. “I can tell you to stop.”

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    You don't get to love someone at the end of the world. You barely get to care. What's one more good luck ritual anyways?

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    06 May 2026

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    Dean had said, “I’m right there with you, I don’t like loud noises either. I mean, being afraid of loud noises is a good thing, though. It’s just your body telling you something big is happening and that you might need to get somewhere safe. Is that what happened on Tuesday when all the lockers went crazy?”

    A pause.

    “Did you see anything that seemed weird, or did you make yourself safe in one of the rooms?”

    And it struck Castiel then how Dean phrased that. How he didn’t say Did you hide? as in Did you run away? as in Were you not brave enough of a little soldier to stay and figure out just what was trying to hurt you?

    He had said- Did you make yourself safe?

    or the one where dean and cas are investigating a haunting in an elementary school, things are still new between them, and cas has more love than he knows what to do with

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    03 May 2026

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    In 2009, months after rescuing the Righteous Man from Hell, Castiel rebels against Heaven’s plan and chooses to help Dean Winchester. He is immediately killed by the archangel Raphael for his transgressions.

    But then God brings him back to life—with a catch. Castiel can return to Heaven and ask for forgiveness, or continue to help the Winchesters, alienating himself from the only home he’s ever known. To help him make his decision, God sends Castiel back in time three years ago.

    Now in 2006, Castiel is faced with gaining the trust of a younger, skeptical, pre-hell Dean. Without the threat of an apocalypse or avenging archangels, Castiel accompanies the Winchesters on a case and wonders if he truly has a place with them, or if he’s only an angel too blinded by his devotion to a human.

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    23 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 76

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    Cas has been hovering around Dean more than usual, silently watching him with growing intensity. Dean’s been patching up Baby and trading snark with Sam. Cas doesn’t understand the ache in his chest when Dean laughs or when Dean wipes grease on his jeans.

    After a particularly flustering encounter (Dean tossing Cas a wrench with a wink), Cas appears in the kitchen with a grave expression and solemnly asks Sam and Bobby:
    “How does one... court a human?”
    Sam spits out his drink. Bobby drops his newspaper. Chaos begins.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    The Winchesters, Castiel, and Jack discover the Men of Letters hid away a weapon that may be able to kill Michael. The only problem: it can only be used with John Winchester's blood. When Rowena performs a spell to temporarily bring John back, Dean runs into another problem. His father doesn't approve of his angel, and Castiel isn't too impressed with John either.

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    04 Jan 2026