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“Okay,” Garcia gestures to the discarded bottle. “This isn’t your friend.”
“You’re not my friend.”
Garcia pauses, head tilting to the side.
“Is that how this is gonna go?” She crosses her arms and raises her chin. Santos can’t help but duck her head. “Look at me.”
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11 Jan 2026
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Trinity Santos thinks her life is hard enough being an EM resident. She doesn't have time to be haunted by her past, but she is anyway.
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11 Jan 2026
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It's not Santos' fault, at least that's what she's choosing to believe. In her defense, time gets wonky during the holidays and Whitaker was _supposed_ to be in Nebraska for Thanksgiving break.
OR the one where Whitaker finds out Santos is sleeping with the scary surgery resident.
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11 Jan 2026
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Two months into Frank Langdon’s supposed sabbatical (which, she guesses, it is. She’s one of three people who seem to know where he actually is, and Robby has asked her to keep it that way), Robby pulls her aside and asks, quietly, “How did you know about Langdon?”
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11 Jan 2026
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Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
But she’ll know the truth.
It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
It’s from relief.—or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up
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- Part 1 of i keep myself standing in your flames.
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11 Jan 2026
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i want this like a cigarette (can we drag it out and never quit) by Idkhowtodothis for cyansadness
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
25 May 2025
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one hot lesbian surgical senior resident, one hot lesbian emergency medicine senior resident, and one loser lesbian emergency medicine intern. what could go wrong?
aka.
married ellis and garcia where garcia texts her wife like “babe the new ED intern dropped a scalpel in my foot we HAVE to date her” and ellis goes "fuck yeah"
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10 Jan 2026
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It’s one of those things—words, phrases, insults, sometimes even compliments—that sticks with Trinity, even though it shouldn’t. Lodges itself somewhere in the gaps of her ribcage, so with each step she can feel it there under skin, flesh and digging through bone. It grooves into the recesses of her mind, it gets caught in her throat, she can taste those words just on the tip of her tongue and she really fucking hates it.
Much like everything else her stupid brain clings to (it’s a trauma response, she knows that, she’s a doctor, but calling her brain stupid is easier than really facing the problem) it sticks.
Trouble, trouble, trouble.
Or: Trinity Santos learns to let her guard down, just a little bit.
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10 Jan 2026
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“So, what’s your plan?” Garcia took another pull on her beer.
“My plan?” Trinity was pretty sure eating a burger didn’t require a plan.
“The flooded apartment. You do have a plan, don’t you?” Garcia asked.
“Uh, yeah. Of course.” Trinity started peeling the label off of her beer bottle. “Of course, I have a plan.” She shrugged. Garcia didn’t need to know that the plan didn’t extend past going back to her car and then, well, she didn’t know.
Garcia looked at her for a long moment before she blinked and took a sip of her beer. “You’re lying.”
“What?” Trinity recoiled. How could Garcia possibly know that?
“I’m going to buy you dinner. We’re going to walk back to the hospital. I’m going to leave you at your car, and then what? What’s the plan after that? Where are you sleeping tonight?”
A pipe bursts in Trinity's apartment. Does she tell anyone? Of course not. Garcia rescues her, but Trinity's trauma makes that difficult.
Also, there was only one bed.
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10 Jan 2026
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One of Trinity’s old therapists had spent an entire session explaining the concept of self-sabotage. It hadn’t been a fruitful conversation at the time, considering how she’d still been reeling with grief, unable to see anything in her life that was even worth sabotaging in the first place. But it was something that came back to her more often than she’d like to admit.
The concept had burrowed into her thoughts recently, nagging at her like an itch she couldn’t scratch. Because it was one thing to know on an intellectual level that she was handling herself poorly, but it was another to be able to stop herself. She’d never managed to figure that part out.
It had started a couple weeks ago, after a passing comment she’d overheard while she’d been charting at the hub, a rumor that Langdon would be coming back. A rumor which turned out to very much not be a rumor after all that had sent her into a mild tailspin that she’d tried very hard to ignore. She was restless, jumpy like he was some horror movie villain lurking in the background, waiting to reappear instead of just some guy she’d had a handful of bad interactions with at work.
or Trinity Santos and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad, Day.
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- Part 9 of it feels good to be known so well
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09 Jan 2026
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there’s bound to be a ghost at the back of your closet by amidnightsurgery
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
03 Nov 2025
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Looking down at the damp concrete, Dana stifled a sigh. Well, there were definitely worse things to get on her scrubs than rainwater she thought as she sat down next to Santos.
“What’s going on, kid?”
Santos looked away, eyes dropping to her hands as she picked at the skin at the edge of her thumbnail. “Bad case,” she said tonelessly.
“Wanna talk about it?” Dana took a drag of her cigarette, turning her head to breathe the smoke away from Santos.
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- Part 7 of it feels good to be known so well
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09 Jan 2026
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I put up with it and run, not because I’m chasing a dream (but because there are nightmares I want to avoid all around me) by happen_ending
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
15 Apr 2025
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Trinity Santos is very good at keeping secrets. Which means she’s very good at knowing who else is keeping secrets.
In retrospect, that might have been why she was able to clock Langdon so easily on her first day. There was something in his eyes.
'Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out.'
Amateur. Trinity had years to learn how to hide that look, to perfect the best way to hide everything behind sharp eyes and sarcastic remarks. Dr. Langdon didn’t have such luck. A beginner.
Just like the girl laying on the hospital bed, hands on her stomach, leaving out a whimper or two as Santos, automatically and barely even there, presents the case. She looks at the teenager and sees it too.
'Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out. Please don’t find out.'
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09 Jan 2026
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When she'd gone to Robby, she wonders whether he'd been able to smell the desperation buried beneath her hesitance, the overwhelming stench of decaying need giving itself away. Believe me, believe me, believe me. It's all she'd ever wanted. Maybe no one had to die this time.
Or: Trinity Santos rediscovers the meaning of team.
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09 Jan 2026
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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08 Jan 2026
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Santos smiles. “You know, I meant what I said.”
“What’s that?”
Santos turns her head to meet Garcia’s heavy gaze. “I think you might kill me.”
Garcia glances down to her jaw and then to her lips before coming back to Santos’ eyes.
“I think you might kill me first."A simple apology leads to mind-blowing sex as Santos and Garcia become obsessed with getting each other off. Part smut, part character study, part Santos growing, and healing, and experiencing all the pain and joy of letting herself be known.
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02 Jan 2026
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father figure (blue-eyed shine edition) by starofthevalley
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV), Yellowjackets (TV)
25 Dec 2025
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Dennis Whitaker has a complicated life and an even more confounding backstory. He loves his family, he loves his job, and he loves his very attentive, very wonderful boyfriend. Who's also his attending.
But that's not even his issue. His issue is that his aunts decide to turn up, at his work place mind you, to freak him out and bother him with ill-timed affection and attention. It's no matter, he can handle it.
He is handling it. Right up until he and, by proxy, the rest of the ER are taken hostage by a patient.
Oh well, guess there's no time like the present to confront all of his issues head on, right?
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02 Jan 2026
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Santos holds up her hands and shakes her head and takes another step back. “I haven’t spoken to your wife,” she emphasizes. “All I know is you hurt your head. Just—please try to calm down, sir, we’re going as fast as we—”
“That’s bullshit,” he snaps. “I didn’t do anything. She’s lying.”
He’s getting way too close and the adrenaline has Santos stammering around words she hasn’t come up with yet—
“I’ll be right back,” she blurts and turns around—
A strong hand clamps around her wrist and pulls—
“Let go of me,” Santos demands as she reaches for the privacy curtain—
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- Part 3 of Whumptos
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30 Dec 2025
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“I noticed you don’t have an emergency contact on file.”
“Mom’s useless,” Santos mutters. “Dad’s not around.”
“Friends?” Garcia asks expectantly after a beat.
Santos rolls her functioning eye and tries once again to swallow without anything hurting. “Historically—bad at those,” she croaks.
“Color me surprised,” Garcia deadpans, then types again and does a few clicks. “Well, I already have this week off for a vacation that got cancelled last-minute, so you can stay with me for your initial recovery.”
She says it all without batting an eyelash, and Santos tries to remember whether concussions can cause hallucinations.
(Do not reference or link to this work in a public-facing publication without my explicit permission.)
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- Part 1 of Whumptos
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29 Dec 2025
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Yoo Jaeyi was born with everything—money, status, and a future carved out by her powerful family. Sharp, spoiled, and effortlessly brilliant, she was taught not to get attached. Seulgi was the one person who made her feel seen, not admired or expected.
Woo Seulgi grew up with nothing but grit. Orphaned young, she learned to survive by trusting no one and keeping her heart locked tight until Jaeyi. Jaeyi was her first real sense of home—and her first real heartbreak.
They met in high school: the untouchable rich girl and the quiet scholarship student. Sparks flew, and a secret love bloomed through college. But when Jaeyi’s father found out, he sent her abroad and forced her to cut ties. Just like that, she was gone. No warning. No goodbye.
Years passed. Jaeyi became a respected doctor, carrying the weight of her past with every decision. Seulgi became a dedicated police officer, hardened but still haunted by the love she lost.
Fate throws them back into each other’s lives.
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17 Dec 2025
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In a school for elite students, two girls form a complicated bond rooted in obsession in the face of ruthless competition, unforgiving expectations and deceptive promises.
What if a murder wasn’t the real mystery of the story?If Friendly Rivalry was about the obsessive relationship between Seulgi and Jaeyi and not about a murder case.
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16 Dec 2025
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You burnt the shape of your heart into the white of my bones by DoneWithIt for drpoisonoaky, Multifandotakugirl
Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005)
04 Nov 2024
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What if Fire Lord Ozai had ordered Princess Azula to execute Mai and Ty Lee after the Boiling Rock?
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12 Dec 2025