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  1. Public Bookmark 28

    rise, my love by for lovely_internet_stranger

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    23 Jan 2026

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    Dan hasn't slept for days, his electricity bills are overdue, and there may or may not be a ghost in his television. The rest of his life ensues.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    the bitter truth by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    31 Dec 2025

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    Dan Howell gets his on-deck call from deathcast one morning. The world continues spinning anyway.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    no rules in breakable heaven by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)  

    27 Jul 2023

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    Carlos doesn't know what to expect when he takes a position as a private chef in the Hamptons for the summer. All he knows is that he needs a job, and one that puts a roof over his head, gives him a chance to practice his craft, and will look great on his CV is more than he could ask for. Turns out he has no idea what he’s in for.

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    06 Aug 2025

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    Take Me Back to the Start by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)  

    08 Aug 2021

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    “I thought our fight was going to be our last words to each other,” he whispers, his eyes filling up. “I’m so damn sorry, baby.”

    Carlos looks into those green eyes, wet with unshed tears and relief, and frowns. “I’m sorry, but who are you?” he asks and watches with growing dread as those eyes widen with shock and fear.

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    Carlos is in a car accident and forgets the last three and half years of his life.

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    26 Jul 2025

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    words, how little they mean when they're a little too late by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    12 Mar 2023

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    Margaret and Phillip spent years not seeing their children and then slowly got back into contact with them until this point, where they think they’re in a pretty decent place, actually.

    Except then Buck gets injured and, as his hospital room fills with evidence of a life they know absolutely nothing about and they meet and hear about people they’ve never heard of (including a child?!), they realise that perhaps it was all simply too little, too late after all.

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    Or, the one where Buck builds a family and his birth parents get exposed to pieces of it in the aftermath of 6x10: In a Flash.

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    22 Jun 2025