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It's never far away, the darkness, the grief, the guilt. Like a balloon, it's hovering just over head, tethered but lingering and ready to come when gently tugged. Almost eager.
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He’s a hair past pissed by the time Michael emerges from the bowels of the Christina Rose to talk to him.
Originally written in 2008.
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Lisa’s mother calls him two days after the fact to tell him that his baby is born.
Originally written in 2009 for the pbhiatus_fic challenge.
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Michael collapses at his brother’s side, gravel digging into his knees as he crawls the foot it takes to grab Lincoln’s far shoulder and turn him over. A quick glance at his ashen face and Michael can already tell that if Lincoln isn’t already dead, he’s going to be soon.
AU beyond episode 4.14, “Just Business”. When Michael goes down, he's taken in by The Company and given a choice: work for them with his brother or die and leave his friends and family to an uncertain future. With Lincoln by his side, he makes the decision of his life and the brothers learn more about their limits than they thought capable.
Originally written in 2010 for the kink_bigbang with images and a mixtape from birddi.
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Sam really should have known when Dean hit him.
Written in 2008 for Round 8 of Rounds of Kink with the prompt, "Dean knows what (or rather, who) he wants, but won't claim him - but the demon will."
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Addicted to you by mareastralis
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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“Oh god… every time… every practice and I… I thought it was just you!”
“I am very lost right now,” Ilya said, arms outstretched towards his pacing husband.
“When you kiss me, sometimes, I get this… this feeling!”
“I make you horny? We knew that,” Ilya laughed.
“No! Shut up! It’s like my entire body relaxes… because I’m finally getting what I’ve been craving, oh god I am so stupid.”Or: Shane likes kissing his husband. Loves it even. Especially after a long day at work, hidden in a corner, lips and hands taking away all the stress he's always carrying. Until one fateful day when he understand exactly why.
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- Part 5 of Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated)
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The new abnormal, or: The Real Househusbands of Ottawa by mareastralis
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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The idea was simple: make Ilya wear a mic during practice, film it, let him be his entertaining self and get a viral post out of it. Harris should have gotten an easy win there. Instead he gets invested in his captain's latest lovers' quarrel and learns that athletes can be emotionally mature... kind of.
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- Part 6 of Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated)
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24 Jan 2026
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Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”
“You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?
“That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.”
Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”
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Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.
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24 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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Strip It Down by inexplicablymine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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Ilya can’t believe his eyes. There is a huge twenty-foot-tall photo of his— of Shane Hollander in a pair of Calvin Klein briefs giving the camera his “come fuck me” look.
Or, Shane does a Calvin Klein campaign, Ilya has feelings about it.
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- Part 1 of #MyCalvins
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