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    He sighs, frustrated, with the world, with himself, with the stupid, mediocre beer he’s drinking that cost him twelve damn dollars, before tip even.

    “The club isn’t the problem,” Eddie mumbles, staring across the dance floor, where Buck is curving his hand around the woman’s head and whispering in her ear.

    “Is the problem that your wingman is a traitor?” Ravi asks, snickering at the sight.

    “No. The problem is I don’t want to pick up women.” Eddie really hopes that’s enough information. Ravi is a smart guy. He kind of hopes he’ll piece it together. Though another part of him, a soft, new part of him, hopes Ravi doesn’t. He hopes he has to say it. He should probably get some practice in, right? 

    Ravi looks at him then, studying him. “You’re really happy being single?”

    Eddie exhales. Smiles small and shakes his head. 

    “No, it’s not that,” he says. “I’m just gay.”

    OR Eddie comes out at the club during 9x07. Just not to Buck.

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    "I don't believe in God, but I do believe in you".

    Jud and Blanc fall in love during the year after Wicks' murder.

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    Eddie drops the hand pulling at the skin of his face and lets his eyes catch the letter again, lingering on the stance written for him. The cursive Buck haunts him, the delicate way his abuela wrote his name with Eddie’s.

    She had prayed for him. She had prayed for him and Buck.

    She had wanted him to find the happiness he sought in Buck—his best friend.

    She knew before he did.

    Mi niño, you were looking in the wrong place.

    OR: When cleaning out her house, Eddie finds a prayer his abuela left for him.

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  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    "I hope I die first, you know," Buck breaks the silence, turning to face Eddie and propping his elbow over the back of the couch. Eddie looks over with a confused look on his face, encouraging Buck to elaborate. "Everyone inevitably leaves in some way-" he starts, but Eddie cuts him off. "I thought we were past this already, you know why I had to go-" Eddie says, but Buck interjects. "No, Eddie, I am past that. I really am. What I mean is, someday, everyone is leaving. There's no way around it." Eddie sighs and shakes his head. "You know I'm not going anywhere, Buck." "That's a promise you can't make," Buck snaps back, looking down at his bottle. "There's only one of two ways that this ends. Someone dies or someone gets hurt. I'm just saying, if one of us dies, I hope I die first." Buck looks up at Eddie, who's already staring at him. Eddie holds his eye contact and Buck swears he sees something unfamiliar flicker in his eyes. "How about neither of us die," Eddie chuckles, looking down in his lap, "Not anytime soon at least." He fiddles with the beer bottle in his hands. Buck just turns back to the tv, lets out a quiet laugh, and says, "Yeah."

    (What I wish happened between Season 8 & 9)

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    “No, we’re not looking at this from any point of view, we’re closing our eyes! This is not logical, it’s–”

    “It’s love, honey.”

    And fuck his life, BJ couldn’t argue against that. He felt whiplash as he turned to look at her with dread and guilt, shame and desperation. His feet halted and stayed put as if nailed to the floor.

    “I’m sorry, Peg, I’m so sorry.” He felt his throat close up, every apology he could think of insufficient.

    “I’m not.” She got up, taking his shaking hands in her firm ones and gently guiding him back to the chair. She kneeled before him, like she’d done that dreadful day. “It is what it is, BJ. And it could be way worse.”

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