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“And how did that make you feel?” Frank asks now, nothing in his voice to suggest that he feels any type of way about what Eddie just told him. “When the lawyer suggested that you’re a violent, angry person,” he specifies.
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or: a 9x10 coda wherein eddie addresses his deeply rooted childhood trauma and realizes some stuff about himself, and then he kisses buck about it
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01 Feb 2026
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He sighs, frustrated, with the world, with himself, with the stupid, mediocre beer he’s drinking that cost him twelve damn dollars, before tip even.
“The club isn’t the problem,” Eddie mumbles, staring across the dance floor, where Buck is curving his hand around the woman’s head and whispering in her ear.
“Is the problem that your wingman is a traitor?” Ravi asks, snickering at the sight.
“No. The problem is I don’t want to pick up women.” Eddie really hopes that’s enough information. Ravi is a smart guy. He kind of hopes he’ll piece it together. Though another part of him, a soft, new part of him, hopes Ravi doesn’t. He hopes he has to say it. He should probably get some practice in, right?
Ravi looks at him then, studying him. “You’re really happy being single?”
Eddie exhales. Smiles small and shakes his head.
“No, it’s not that,” he says. “I’m just gay.”
OR Eddie comes out at the club during 9x07. Just not to Buck.
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14 Jan 2026
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"I don't believe in God, but I do believe in you".
Jud and Blanc fall in love during the year after Wicks' murder.
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30 Dec 2025
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Eddie drops the hand pulling at the skin of his face and lets his eyes catch the letter again, lingering on the stance written for him. The cursive Buck haunts him, the delicate way his abuela wrote his name with Eddie’s.
She had prayed for him. She had prayed for him and Buck.
She had wanted him to find the happiness he sought in Buck—his best friend.
She knew before he did.
Mi niño, you were looking in the wrong place.
OR: When cleaning out her house, Eddie finds a prayer his abuela left for him.
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22 Dec 2025
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"I hope I die first, you know," Buck breaks the silence, turning to face Eddie and propping his elbow over the back of the couch. Eddie looks over with a confused look on his face, encouraging Buck to elaborate. "Everyone inevitably leaves in some way-" he starts, but Eddie cuts him off. "I thought we were past this already, you know why I had to go-" Eddie says, but Buck interjects. "No, Eddie, I am past that. I really am. What I mean is, someday, everyone is leaving. There's no way around it." Eddie sighs and shakes his head. "You know I'm not going anywhere, Buck." "That's a promise you can't make," Buck snaps back, looking down at his bottle. "There's only one of two ways that this ends. Someone dies or someone gets hurt. I'm just saying, if one of us dies, I hope I die first." Buck looks up at Eddie, who's already staring at him. Eddie holds his eye contact and Buck swears he sees something unfamiliar flicker in his eyes. "How about neither of us die," Eddie chuckles, looking down in his lap, "Not anytime soon at least." He fiddles with the beer bottle in his hands. Buck just turns back to the tv, lets out a quiet laugh, and says, "Yeah."
(What I wish happened between Season 8 & 9)
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20 Dec 2025
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“No, we’re not looking at this from any point of view, we’re closing our eyes! This is not logical, it’s–”
“It’s love, honey.”
And fuck his life, BJ couldn’t argue against that. He felt whiplash as he turned to look at her with dread and guilt, shame and desperation. His feet halted and stayed put as if nailed to the floor.
“I’m sorry, Peg, I’m so sorry.” He felt his throat close up, every apology he could think of insufficient.
“I’m not.” She got up, taking his shaking hands in her firm ones and gently guiding him back to the chair. She kneeled before him, like she’d done that dreadful day. “It is what it is, BJ. And it could be way worse.”
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- Part 3 of Hearteyes Pierce/BlowJob Hunnicutt goes to California/Maine (they’re allergic to distance)
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16 Dec 2025
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“At work,” Buck scoffs. His brain is so close to sleep, but he’s never been able to drift away without replaying the day over in his head, no matter how tired he is.
“Before work,” Eddie mumbles into Buck’s curls. “Tech - -” he’s cut off by a yawn, “ - - nically.”
Or, Eddie has terrible, terrible timing.
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- Part 9 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
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09 Dec 2025
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The Cocktail Menu … a bar dating show where, in exchange for cash, potential couples answer a series of questions which gets progressively harder. Will our contestants last until the final tab drops? Or will they bolt before paying?
AKA exes Buck and Tommy get picked to play a bar dating game, with Eddie, as always, haunting the narrative.
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08 Dec 2025
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“Whoa, buddy!” The man with all his working limbs says, bending down in front of Christopher, putting himself between the toddler and the road. “Roads are no fun for babies.”
And Eddie, as stated, already cannot breathe. When he does try to breathe, he’s sucking in burning flames. So it takes a minute to register that the nice man who just saved his baby’s life is - - fuck. Of course. Of course, it’s his hot new neighbor.
Or, Eddie is injured. He also has a toddler. His next door neighbor keeps them alive.
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- Part 3 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
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04 Dec 2025
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Naively, he thinks he might be safe. But right there, smack bang in the middle of the classroom display, is Christopher’s story. Proudly titled: When My Dads Got Married.
“Oh dear god,” Eddie whispers beside him.
Buck’s soul leaves his body.
Or, Buck joins his good friend Eddie at his son's Parents' Night. Platonically. With his good pal, Eddie.
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- Part 4 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
Bookmarked by FromCharlieWithRegrets
04 Dec 2025
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“You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”
“You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”
He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.
“Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”
Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.
Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”
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Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.
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04 Dec 2025
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When Buck deems he’s finished with the application, he pulls back and skips a breath at Eddie’s freshly painted eyes.
Buck hadn’t really been paying attention to how Eddie looked, he was too focused on applying it neatly so he didn’t accidentally stab Eddie in the eye.
If Buck was entranced by Eddie’s normal eyes without makeup, Buck can’t even begin to describe the shellshock of seeing those eyes coated in mascara. And Buck, stupid Buck, who can’t hide his feelings, utters out a soft “Eddie,” with an equally gentle smile on his face.
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Eddie is trying to be a good father, one tube of mascara at a time.
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24 Nov 2025
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“Buck,” she laughs, “here.” She takes Buck’s hands and brings them up to rest on Eddie’s thighs. “Better?”
Buck’s hands flex before settling, gripping Eddie’s thighs lightly. She doesn’t open her eyes once, but there's a small furrow in between her brows, like she’s deciding whether or not this was something that was okay for her to do. Eddie is glad for once, to not have her best friend's eyes on her, because she can feel her face heating up as Buck slowly explores her thighs.
Despite wearing jeans, Eddie can feel Buck’s touch as if it were on her bones. Her fingers dance up and down, rubbing gentle circles on her thighs before climbing up towards her hips, wrapping around them and squeezing lightly.
“Better,” Buck breathes out, words shaky.
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Eddie helps Buck with her makeup!
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04 Nov 2025
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“Hey, what– oh.”
Eddie startles and drops the letter, head snapping up to look at Buck with his heart in his throat.
“Shit.” Eddie scrambles to pick up the pages, folding them back up with shaky hands as he stands. “I’m- sorry. Sorry."
Wordlessly, Buck takes the pages from Eddie.
“Oh,” Buck says again, voice small. His face goes carefully blank as he scans the first page quickly. “I forgot about this thing.”
“Buck,” Eddie says, voice thick with emotion.
“Hey, it’s okay,” Buck says, smiling without his eyes. He’s not looking at Eddie when he laughs suddenly, stilted and awkward. “Guess I didn’t really figure it out, huh?”
Or: Eddie finds a letter Buck wrote years ago addressed to his future-self.
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21 Oct 2025
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“You can say anything to me.” Buck argues.
“I know. I just can’t. I’ve tried, and it feels like the world’s gonna end.”
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09 Oct 2025
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“I love you,” Buck had said, a small, soft smile on his face.
And Eddie was aware that Buck and Maddie had been saying ‘I love you’ more to one another and that had extended to the 118 when the news Bobby was alive had come around. So, Eddie had simply grinned back and said, “I love you, too.” Accompanied with a slap to the arm.
Staring up at the ceiling of his bedroom two days later, Eddie realised with horror that Buck had been confessing his love. And Eddie had given him a bro slap.
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- Part 6 of 9-1-1 Flufftober 2025
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07 Oct 2025
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Christopher isn’t nosy—he’s observant. From after-school pickup through homework, dinner, and a quiet movie night, he collects the small proofs that his dad and Buck take care of each other (and him) in all the best ways. A soft, domestic one-shot in Chris’s voice about safety, family, and the moment when what already feels true finally settles into place.
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01 Oct 2025
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Ellen Ripley and Dwayne Hicks deserved to live happily ever after with each other and Newt.
Bookmarked by FromCharlieWithRegrets
28 Sep 2025
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still, there is this terrible desire to be loved by apocalyptichearts
Fandoms: Alien (Original Movies 1979-1997), Alien Series
26 Sep 2025
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She lets herself puzzle into every empty curve of his body; her curls in the dip of his collarbones, the edge of his knees against the backs of her thighs.
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28 Sep 2025
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"Want to tell me what happened?"
Eddie doesn't. In fact, he can't think of anything he'd want less. Yet, there's something in her voice that soothes, just a little, the inferno and eases the anguish. He exhales.
"I just got angry. I'm not sure why. He didn't do anything wrong." Eddie is a monstrous creature baring its teeth. A shapeless shadow made from broken bones and despair. He's barely human. He's a child dressed in his father's too big clothes choking on his own words. "I don't know what's wrong with me."
Maddie hums thoughtfully, understandingly, "it happens sometimes. We all have bad days, Buck understands that. I'm sure it'll be all forgiven by tomorrow"
A guttural groan claws its way out of him. Maddie takes it for the what if it isn't that it means.
"Come on, you're Buck-and-Eddie! Nothing could ever pull you guys apart."
OR; Eddie breaks a glass and Buck fixes it: an exploration of Eddie's struggles with anger, joy, and himself.
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25 Sep 2025