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    "Come on. Clothes off. We're cuddling for survival."

    Eddie is so cold he's not entirely sure this is real. He might be hallucinating. He might have already died and this is some kind of purgatory situation, because "Buck taking his clothes off and telling Eddie to do the same" feels like exactly the kind of scenario Eddie's subconscious would generate to torment him in the afterlife. Hey Eddie, his dead brain is saying, here's everything you ever wanted but were too chickenshit to reach for. Watch Buck's abs flex while you freeze to death. This is your eternal punishment for never going to therapy.

    “We’re not cuddling.

    Or,
    Eddie knows how to survive everything except this.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    A mandatory recall from the military reserves plunges Buck into a world he thought he'd left behind. When a routine mission spirals into a nightmare...

    AKA US Navy SEAL Buck, my love.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Evan "Buck" Buckley thought he had left his past behind when he traded his Navy fatigues for turnouts. For years, he’s buried the memories—of war zones, of a lost lover, of the life he swore he'd never return to. But with a series of arson attacks across LA, his past comes back to haunt him.

    NCIS are called to investigate and Buck’s carefully constructed web of secrets begins to crack when Sam Hanna arrives at Station 118—because Buck knows him. Sam was once his teammate, his mentor, his brother.

    When a grainy surveillance video reveals a face Buck thought he’d never see again, the ground shifts beneath his feet. Zack, the man he mourned, the man he watched die, is alive.

    Working alongside NCIS and his old SEAL Team, Buck finds himself walking a dangerous tightrope. The deeper he gets, the more he risks everything—his job, his family, his friendships and the life he’s built with Eddie and Christopher.

    But secrets can’t stay buried forever.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    What would've happened if Eddie and Buck unknowingly met each other while both were at war?

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Like he’s been electrocuted, the ghost jolts backwards and his hand spasms in the air, like he wanted to reach out to Evan. Evan holds his polar bear teddy bear closer to his chest, the one that Maddie got for him at their school’s book fair, and waits.

    The ghost waits, too.

    Evan’s never been the most patient kid, though. “Are you lost?” Evan sits back, and the ghost starts to glisten, shimmering at the edges and looks close to disappearing from sight. “Are you going to keep coming back?” When Evan doesn’t get any response, sees nothing from the ghost to show he heard him, he asks one more question.

    “Will you be my friend?”

    And then he’s gone.

    The window is still cracked open, and he still feels the breeze twist in his hair.

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    Evan Buckley was born with a ghost quietly haunting him. A ghost was born to quietly haunt Evan Buckley. Evan Buckley's never been able to stay quiet for too long, though.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.

    “Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”

    ***

    When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    There’s a nudge at his hand, a careful tap that finally makes him look up for the first time since they got there. Evan wipes his face hastily, trying to sniffle up the water in his eyes before anyone can see. He doesn’t want to cry, but sometimes he just can’t help it.

    Because that’s his brother. That’s his big brother, in a hospital bed, with dark smudges under his eyes and a really bad cough that keeps getting worse, but he’s smiling at Evan like it’s all going to be okay.

    All Evan heard was the machine. He counted the sounds, hoarded them, and wished he could just sit there and listen to the proof of his brother’s heart beating forever.

    Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep –

    ***

    Daniel needed more. More surgeries, more transfusions, more time. Evan couldn't give that to him, but maybe, years later, thanks to Eddie and Christopher and Bobby, he'll realize. He was always enough for Daniel.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “Hey,” Buck says warmly into the phone, tucking it between his shoulder and ear with a smile at his lips.

    “Fuck,” Eddie muttered harshly into the phone, his voice rough through the receiver.

    “Eddie?” Buck called out, frowning. He lowered his phone from his ear to check the call, and yeah, still connected, full reception. He raises it back to his ear and catches the tail end of a noise, a choked-out groan. “Are you okay?”

    “Buck,” Eddie panted, his breath coming out in heavy exhales. “Buck –”

    Grabbing his keys, Buck makes it to the loft door, jacket half on when he stops dead in his tracks, phone still pressed to the side of his head as he hears Eddie in his ear.

    “Yes, Buck, yes, yes, please, yes –”

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    Or, Eddie accidentally, sort of, maybe has phone sex with Buck for roughly five seconds, and Buck spirals about it until Eddie finally ends up in his lap.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “Might be a long shift, there’s a tsunami alert, I’ll try to call around dinner if I can.” He pauses for a second, and then shakes his head.

    They’re fine. Chris was at the movies with Paco, and they’ll probably go to a nearby park or something after. Abuela doesn’t go to the beach anymore since that seagull nearly took her snow cone from her hands, and Pepa hates clearing out sand from her shoes. They were out having a nice, normal day together. Everything’s fine. It’s all okay.

    But still. His fingers finish typing his message.

    “Be safe.”

    WARNING – EARTHQUAKE/TSUNAMI ALERT
    EVENT TYPE: SEAQUAKE MAGNITUDE 7.5
    LOCATION: SANTA MONICA PIER, LOS ANGELES COUNTY

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    Buck meets Chris. And then, a natural disaster later, he meets Eddie.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “Woah!”

    He grips the yellow collar of that shirt, dragging Chris away from the roaring current and to his chest. Once they’re safe and secure in the center of the truck, he lets himself breathe.

    “Ok,” Buck chokes. “We’re just gonna sit like this for a while, alright?”

    Christopher nods, holding him just as tight. “Sounds good.”

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    Buck catches Chris before he falls into the water. Now, it's up to him to get them through the carnage of the tsunami and back to his father. At any cost.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    And Buck can't breathe around the feeling that rises in his chest. It starts small, just a warmth, a flicker, but then it spreads and threatens to overwhelm him.

    Because it's not just that Eddie looks beautiful. It's not just the way his voice wraps around Buck like tangible safety, or how that easy smile makes something in him ache. It's that this gentle, golden moment is everything Buck has ever wanted without even knowing it.

    Just him.

    Just Eddie.

    And something in Buck cracks wide open. A truth spills out before he can stop it, soft like marshmallow but certain like stone.

    "I love you.”

    Oh, shit.

    Or; Buck says I love you over FaceTime, hangs up, spirals, flies to El Paso and gets his man.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “His shirt’s on inside out,” Josh commented to Linda. Eddie opened the door to the breakroom and tried to let it close behind him, but that did not deter either of his colleagues. “Is this a walk of shame?”

    “Well, I am walking,” Eddie confirmed, rounding the counter and beelining to the empty coffee pot. “And full of shame.”

    “What happened?”

    “I stood him up,” he answered, shortly.

    After what was probably a very involved silent conversation between Linda and Josh, Josh said, “Eddie, if you aren’t ready, I’m sure he’d understand.”

    “I am ready,” he said, detaching the water reservoir with more force than necessary. “I didn’t do it on purpose.”

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    Eddie Diaz has been trying to get Firefighter Buckley to agree to a date for the last two months; so no one is more surprised than he is when he finally gets a chance—and blows it.

    Or: Dispatchers Eddie and Maddie are both looking for a second chance. They just don't realize they want one from the same person.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Buck was going to kill him.

    That was Eddie’s first thought when his brain processed the fact that he’d walked their kid right into the middle of a fucking bank heist.

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    Or: Eddie vs. not picking a fight with three armed bank robbers; Buck vs. not intervening in an active hostage situation. Challenge level: impossible.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    “My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”

    Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.

    “She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.

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    Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Oh, fuck him, did he almost sleep with a serial killer? Distantly, he thought, Hen and Chim are never going to let me live this down. And then he thought, I might not live at all.

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    Buck is having a hard time dealing with Eddie's impending move to El Paso and resorts to some Buck 1.0-style coping mechanisms. Unfortunately for everybody, this backfires in spectacular fashion.

    Especially for Eddie, who waited until now to realize he was in love with his best friend.

    OR: Buck and Maddie get kidnapped. Eddie spirals.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Buck knew the universe wasn’t really a huge fan of him. But this? This was a new low.

    The last two weeks of working with Eddie Diaz had been a special type of hell. Of course, while he’d been out of work nearly dying several times, Bobby had managed to replace him with the hottest, most competent probie that ever graduated the Academy. And of course, he hated Buck.

    Which was good, because Buck hated him right back.

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    In a world where everyone's timing is just a little off, Buck and Eddie take a few more missteps on the way to finding each other.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”

    “So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”

    “A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”

    “And I am—”

    “The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”

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    Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Come on, you’re telling me you wouldn’t consider sneaking into a storage closet with me?”

    “Obviously, I would!” Eddie was whisper-yelling now, and Buck wasn’t sure exactly what point he was trying to make, but he was enjoying every second of this. “But one of us is going to have to have restraint and it has to be the—the one with the most experience.”

    Buck felt his mouth drop open in delight. “Eddie,” he admonished. “Are you calling me a whore?”

    “No!” said Eddie, looking increasingly flustered. “I just mean—clearly you have the power to do—” he gestured at Buck, “that, so you have the—the responsibility to, like, use it. Responsibly.”

    “Did you just quote Spiderman?”

    Eddie propped his elbows on the table and dropped his head into his hands, groaning dramatically. “I’m going to die. The first date, and I’m going to die.”

    “Been there, wouldn’t recommend it.”

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    Buck and Eddie and the first date.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.

    Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”

    “Buck, I—”

    “She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”

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    A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Eddie’s eyes were studying Buck’s face, and whatever he saw there made him say, “there’s no way you can keep this from Maddie.”

    “No,” Buck folded immediately. “I could try, but . . .”

    Eddie’s mouth quirked into a smile, showing a dimple, and it was literally heroic of Buck to leave the house with all that going on. “Tell Maddie,” Eddie offered. “Swear her to secrecy. And we’ll just keep it to ourselves until Chris is back on Friday.”

    He was so smart. His best friend was so smart and also wanted to kiss him and also said they were practically engaged.

    “Good plan,” said Buck, fighting gravity to continue his way out the door. “It’s just one week. How hard could it be?”

    ---

    On a very normal Sunday, Buck and Eddie confess their feelings for each other; what follows is a week of the least normal behavior the LAFD has ever seen.

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    12 Jan 2026

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