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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    22 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Ilya,” Shane pleaded “I know it sounds crazy, and that I was wrong to leave in Boston, but I promise it’s not bad. I love you, we’re in love…we’re happy together. Please baby, don’t cry.” Ilya roughly wiped at his cheeks with a bed sheet. He was no longer crying, but his eyebrows were arched so high they nearly merged into his hairline.

    “You think I am crying because it is so bad to be married to you, Shane Hollander?” Well, yes, Shane did.

    Ilya wakes up in a hospital bed with a splitting headache and surrounded by Hollanders. The last time Ilya remembers seeing Shane Hollander, he was running away from Ilya's Boston home.

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    A collision on the ice wipes five years of Ilya's memory.

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    22 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    He was walking to his Jeep when the stench of cigarette smoke hit his nose. A few feet away, a tall, broad shouldered figure was standing, back to Shane, watching the sunset. Propped against the wall next to him was the bi-pride flag emblazoned sled.

    “That was a great game.” Shane said, taking a couple steps in the direction of the sledge hockey center. “You’re an amazing player to watch, but you’re really not supposed to smoke here.” The man stiffened and then pivoted slowly towards Shane. Backlit by the setting sun, his facial expression was indiscernible.

    “Oh my God Hollander, you are so boring.”

    Ilya was dead.

    Or at least, Alexei Rozanov said he was. Even after two years, Shane still hoped to see him again. He never imagined reuniting in the parking lot of a community center in suburban Ottawa.
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    A family emergency means Ilya and Shane never meet in Las Vegas. In Russia, Alexei uncovers Ilya's sexuality and attacks him, inflicting grievous injuries. Ilya escapes with his life, but is forced into hiding, seeking refugee status in Canada where he builds a quiet, but meaningful, existence.

    The only problem: even two years later, he misses Shane Hollander.

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    22 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    All Ilya Rozanov has ever wanted to do is dance with Shane Hollander in a nightclub.

    So, naturally, he plots and orchestrates a twelve-hour truce between Boston and Montreal to make it happen. It's the perfect cover... assuming they can actually blend in and not get caught.

    But between their instinctual domesticity and a very drunk, clingy Shane, staying under the radar is a lot harder than it looks. Especially when Cliff Marleau is sitting right across the table.

    (or, Cliff puts the pieces together when Shane gets wasted, Ilya's boyfriend mode is too obvious, and he catches them sexy dancing in the club.)

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    21 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Ilya Rozanov has unhealthy coping mechanisms. Hayden Pike has a wife who insists on talking to ‘Lily’ and is in a WAG group chat that spirals out of control. Shane Hollander is in his least favourite position: mediator.

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    21 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 48

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    Last night, the Ottawa Centaurs had had a problem with their plane. He’d read the headline out on the bus in shock, and the first person he looked at had been Shane. He finished looking at his phone, and then stared out the window. He’d seen the tears brimming at Shane’s eyes in the reflection. The Centaurs had released a statement this morning that the team was fine - they’d made an emergency landing but there were no injuries and the team was being well looked after. J.J. was still worried about Shane, though.

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    OR: Shane isn't a chickenshit after the plane incident and instead of agreeing that he has an unrequited crush, he hardens up and tells the truth.

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    21 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    ✨Secret✨ Support Group

    January 22 2017

    Hayden Pike has added JJ Boiziau to the chat

    Cliff
    welcome to the group chat, grab a case of beer, lol

    JJ
    I refuse to be in a group chat with a Boston player 😡

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are many things - generational hockey talents, captains of their respective teams, hopelessly in love... One thing they are not is subtle.

    When their friends and associates start to catch on, they have to turn to each other for support, lest Hollander and Rozanov discover that their secret is the worst kept in the league.

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    21 May 2026

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    The first thing that happens is that Shane Hollander doesn't go and visit Boston Lily while they're in town for their game against Boston.

    The second thing that happens is that Shane Hollander goes to meet up with Boston Lily after they play against New York.

    The third thing that happens is that Ilya Rozanov goes missing.

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    21 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov @rozan0v_off
    Almost fell asleep watching Shane Hollander play. Is the most depressing man I know. Even his chirps are polite. Maybe he wouldn’t be so boring if he weren’t best friends with his mom?

    What the hell, Rozanov?

    Shane grinds his teeth, desperate to keep his tears at bay. This is ridiculous. This isn’t even mean. Not really. Shane should consider himself lucky, really; Ilya is never usually this bad at trash-talking other players. So why is Shane even hurt?

    Perhaps it’s the fact that Ilya wrote something about him at all, and Shane only found out because Hayden sent him a screenshot of it. Or maybe it’s the fact that he used the word “boring”, which is an adjective that has been used to describe Shane so many times throughout his life that he’s come to loathe the very letters composing it.

    Or, Rozanov creates a fake Twitter account to defend Shane from his haters, and then overcorrects when some fangirls get suspicious about his identity.

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    21 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 94

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    “I need… I need to tell you something, Hollander.” Ilya squeezes his eyes shut, willing his mouth to stop trembling. Tears roll down his face, church-quiet, silent as prayers, and Ilya touches his cheek curiously, as if he didn’t know his eyes could do that. He can’t remember the last time he cried. It might have been behind the curtains of their Moscow apartment, right after his mother died. Death seems to have this effect on him.

    “Spit it out, I haven’t got all day.”

    Ilya visualizes Shane’s furrowed eyebrows — his angry kitten face, as he likes to call it in his head — and thinks, No, I haven’t got all day either. In fact, I might not have any day left after this, and a miserable laugh escapes him at the thought.

    The airplane crash happens way earlier in the timeline. Shane and Ilya aren’t together yet — in fact, they haven’t even admitted their feelings to themselves, until the perspective of death and an ill-timed confession completely reshuffles the cards.

    Or, Ilya confesses his love to Shane during the plane crash, and Shane thinks it’s a prank in very bad taste.

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    21 May 2026

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    “So the MVP player of today’s game, where you kicked our asses, is drinking alone in a basement. Isn’t that ironic?”

    “Well, I’m drinking along with a sore loser of today’s game, sitting in said basement. Isn’t that ironic?”

     

    Or: Cliff Marleau decided to go for a beer after the defeat to Montreal and left the bar with number of a surprisingly sassy twenty-year-old Voyageur and a ten-step adoption plan

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    21 May 2026

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    It occurs to Shane, distantly, that he’ll have to wear the defaced jersey and his sweaty uniform pants if he wants to leave the locker room. He really, really wants to leave the locker room.

    His feet won’t move, though, like the bottom half of his body is suddenly made of lead, while the rest of him twists uncontrollably in the wind. His head feels like it’s floating off into outer space.

    Traitor.

    Things get worse for Shane after he and Ilya get outed to the world. Ilya and the Centaurs help soften the blow.

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    20 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    “Bro, you will not believe what just happened in the Raider locker room!” JJ finally shook off the others and crossed over to Shane and Hayden.

    “How do you know what goes on in the Raider locker room?” Shane asked hesitantly. This couldn’t be good.

    “I have sources everywhere, capítaine.”

    Shane asked before he could chicken out and run over to the other locker room himself. “What happened? Is someone hurt?”

    “Better!”

    “Better?” Shane and Hayden both exclaimed at the same time. “How could that possibly be a good thing?”

    “They’re the enemy, Hollander, come on.” JJ said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

    Oh no, please don’t let it be—

    “It’s Rozanov bro!” JJ thrust his phone in their faces, “apparently his dad just busted in the locker rooms and started yelling at the guy!”

    Or, Grigori Rozanov barges into the Raiders locker room and berates Ilya in front of his team. Protective Shane ensues.

    Sequel to “I See You”

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”

    At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.

     

    (Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)

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    20 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 84

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    An argument between Shane and Ilya is recorded and posted online; they're not outed but something else is.

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya makes Shane play a new game Harris sent him called “Is It Cheating or Not?” and, against his better judgment, Shane decided to play. It goes exactly as well as you’d expect. Which is to say, somewhere between his messing around, Ilya decides to get in his car and drives across Montréal to deal with it personally...much to Hayden Pike’s absolute horror.

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    A question game about cheating and relationship boundaries goes wrong, and Ilya quickly finds himself stressed over what Shane thinks he can do...and where he is right now.

    BRAND NEW HAYDEN’s REVENGE CHAPTER!!

    After the cheating game Shane and Ilya dragged him into, Hayden decides it’s finally time for revenge. During a boys’ night out with Shane, he turns the game back on Ilya with his own “is it cheating if Shane…” questions, using Ilya’s imagination against him for once.

    Unfortunately for Hayden, the night spirals faster than expected, and he quickly learns there are some disasters only a husband can clean up.

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    20 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.

    Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.

    It doesn’t go well.

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    20 May 2026

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    Hayden Pike thought he knew everything about his best friend. He knew Shane Hollander’s coffee order, his blood type, and his superstitious need for a "lucky" hat. But he didn't know about the secret domestic life Shane was hiding behind the sliding glass door of his Lanaudière cottage. When Hayden arrives unannounced, he expects "guy time" and a fun weekend with Shane. Instead, he witnesses a soft, private domesticity between Shane and the one man Hayden thought they both hated most: Ilya Rozanov. Forced to reconcile the "World’s Biggest Asshole" with the man who expertly calms Shane through a devastating panic attack, Hayden realizes that if he wants to stay in Shane’s life, he’ll have to learn to play a new part.

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    20 May 2026

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