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You Burn Inside My Memory So Well (You're Caramel) by Hevaann
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Dec 2025
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“Look,” Will says, turning fully on the pallet to face Mike, one hand reaching down for the rough wood to find purchase and ground him. “Do you-, do you want to show me. Like-, like want to practice?”
Mike’s eyes widen but he doesn't say anything.
“Sorry, stupid idea, just wanted to help.” Will is trying to gather the words back up from the air between them and into his mouth.
“I never thought it was stupid.” Mike says, so quietly it's not much more than an exhale. “I suggested it first.” He adds, like it's a secret.
Will grips the pallet harder. “Show me. I really do want to help.”
Mike bites his lip a sec, and Will thinks he's going to say no, but then Mike's darting forward and pressing his lips firm and quick against Will’s. It's barely a kiss. Not romantic. Not enough to leave a scar. Will bleeds anyway.
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Or: Mike has been kissing Will on and off since they were seven. How are you supposed to recognise an avalanche when you are drowning in snowballs?
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Will’s not sure why it started, he's even a little hazy on how it started, but he's never been one to look a gift horse in the mouth - not when he could be kissing it.
He’d tried talking to Mike about it after the first time, to ask what it meant, but Mike had just brushed him off and pretended it never happened. Will’s heart had broken right down the middle, like a gate through Hawkins, and it was only mended when Mike pressed his lips to Will’s again, four hours later. There was obviously this rule - this unspoken law - that this was all on Mike’s terms; under the table, on the downlow.
And Will was just the grateful bastard who would get off on what he could get.
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Will leans forward on one hand, elbow on his knee, and looks up at Mike. He seems a little more awake now, away from the harsh lights of upstairs, and there's a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Will doesn't look lost anymore. Will looks found.
Mike watches him, opens his mouth a minute, then closes it again. Will raises an eyebrow. "What?"
Mike has never been quick on the uptake. Realisation dawns; not like a Sunrise, but all at once, with just one look.
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“He wanted to see me. He missed me. He was just kissing me better.”
Then his Dad is crossing the threshold into Will’s room and his space and flinging him bodily back down on the bed. “Kissing a boy makes you a fag. Are you a fag, boy?”
Will shakes his head, too frightened to speak. The walls are closing in on him again, and there are black spots in his vision. The comforter feels rough beneath his fingers, and he could swear the whole bed is shaking with him. He doesn’t know what a fag is, but he doesn’t want to be one if it makes his Dad angry.
“You tell him never to fucking do that again. You push him away if he tries, you hear me? You fucking punch him.” And Will nods, anything to speed his Dad’s departure from his room.
He can tell Mike not to kiss him; he can follow through with that. But if he ever tries again Will won’t be pushing him away. Whatever a fag is, it can’t compete with the feeling of Mike’s lips on his; like Will is kissing the universe.
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Will has loved Mike since he was ten tears old - but he's been in orbit around him a lot longer. By California, Will fears that orbit is decaying, and he's about to come crashing down to earth.
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- Part 2 of Touch Me - Kiss Me
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As he watches Will move away, Mike’s glad he never kissed him, on the mouth, because he doesn’t think that would have been something he could have gotten over. After all, how can you miss what you’ve never had?
He knows Will is hurting right now, but maybe this is the kind of hurt that’s needed to protect him. He won’t put Will in a position to be bullied and beaten up. He won’t push past the boundaries of their friendship again. Mike knows it’s his fault, and he started it, all those months ago. Maybe years ago, maybe he fell in lov-
No. He won’t force himself on Will any more. Mike and his right hand will just have to get better acquainted.
He can give him up to save him.
And when El kisses him later that evening, Mike throws himself into it. Perhaps if he can he lose himself in this, in the feel of her lips on his, he can forget the taste of Will’s thigh beneath his mouth just last week.
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At seven, Will asks Mike not to kiss him anymore, and Mike takes it to heart – wanting Will safe is more important than just wanting him… until California. Where, for the first time, Mike wonders if safe is what Will wants at all.
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- Part 1 of Touch Me - Kiss Me
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A story told from two points of view - interspersed with memories of falling apart and falling in love.
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At seven, Will asks Mike not to kiss him anymore, and Mike takes it to heart – wanting Will safe is more important than just wanting him… until California. Where, for the first time, Mike wonders if safe is what Will wants at all.
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Will has loved Mike since he was ten tears old - but he's been in orbit around him a lot longer. By California, Will fears that orbit is decaying, and he's about to come crashing down to earth.- Words:
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Eddie peered into the window of the smoothie shop, checking whether it was worthy of beginning their summer break shenanigans. Behind him, Richie watched to make sure he was alright.
Richie!' Beverly snapped. 'Jesus, do you think he’s gonna get kidnapped or something?’
‘Well, he’s so small,’ Richie reasoned. ‘He’s like a pixie. Someone could just slip him into their pocket.’
‘You’re obsessed.’
Richie didn't deny it. What would be the point? Eddie might be his best friend, but he was also the love of his life, the very blood-beat in his heart, the one thing that felt certain and eternal inside him. Eddie was his life, his future -- so yes, Richie was a little obsessed.
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Bookmarked by Hevaann
14 May 2026
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this time, will stars align? by andtimestoodstill
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
26 Apr 2021
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“Ah, Eds, you never disappoint.”
“You can’t say that, we’ve only met, like, three times before today.”
Richie, who had taken his phone out of the pocket of his seasonally-inappropriate leather jacket, and was fully engrossed in texting someone, tsked loudly. “Uh-uh. Four times.”
“No, three.”
“Four. There was JFK, your wedding day, which,” he glanced up, “yikes, that time you stole my taxi—”
“I was running late! And we split the cab!”
Richie waved him off, typing something on his phone. “And...” he trailed off. After a moment he looked up again, “huh, I could’ve sworn there was at least one other time.”
(In which, Richie and Eddie keep running into each other, over and over again, during the 27 years)
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Bookmarked by Hevaann
07 May 2026
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Let Hope Burn In Your Eyes by Thatmalu
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT (1990)
26 May 2021
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You can’t just kill someone and expect it not to eat away at you.
The journey of seven friends over the years spanning from the cruel autumn of '87 and into their late 20's. While harboring a shared secret, they navigate life, pining, guilt, love, anger, and learning that a certain darkness continues to follow them.
Bookmarked by Hevaann
06 May 2026
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apples, peaches, pumpkin pie by anemicaxolotl
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
27 Sep 2021
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It starts when Mike rolls into town, the bed of his new Chevy Silverado filled with four crates of fresh Georgia peaches.
Or: Richie just wants to take care of Eddie. (What else is new?)
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- Part 3 of anemicaxolotl’s reddie mess
Bookmarked by Hevaann
29 Apr 2026
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Richie isn't sure Eddie actually knows how to jerk off.
He's gotta find out, right?Bookmarked by Hevaann
19 Apr 2026