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Kim Sunoo is bored at a music festival and makes a series of increasingly questionable decisions, starting with opening Grindr in the middle of it. What follows is three weeks of the best sexting of his life with someone who seems to understand him a little too well for a stranger. They trade nudes, get each other off over text, and say far more than they probably should.
It is supposed to end when they finally meet in the hotel room they go to for the hookup.
It does not.
Because when the door opens it isn’t a stranger standing outside. It’s his groupmate. His friend. Which means, unfortunately, that Sunoo has spent the last three weeks saying the most explicit and deeply incriminating things imaginable to someone he now has to look in the eye every single morning when he wakes up and walks out of his room.
or: Sunghoon and Sunoo finally put a face to everything they have said to each other and realize some things were never meant to stay anonymous, and even less easy to leave behind.
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22 Apr 2026
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For all of his six years with ENHYPEN, Kim Sunoo has been living with a conclusion he didn’t choose and can’t shake, that Park Sunghoon, his fellow member, for reasons unknown and probably personal, simply does not like him, hates him even.
It would be easier if Sunghoon were actually cold. If the distance were clean. But it isn’t, it’s full of small, confusing things that don’t fit the narrative, gestures that linger a second too long, a name dropped into quiet rooms for no reason, a presence that finds him even when Sunoo is trying very hard not to be found.
Sunoo files all of it under “that’s just how he is” and does not look too closely.
He should probably look more closely.
OR Sunoo spends six years convinced that Sunghoon hates him, and Sunghoon spends six years being terrible at proving otherwise.Bookmarked by Ireallyneedfood
08 Apr 2026
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7 times (emphasis on seven) Sunghoon wasnt being sexist he was being horny + one time he's both
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18 Mar 2026
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It was for the best, Sunghoon knew, that Sunoo didn't need his help, because under the camera's watchful gaze, he really didn't want to hold Sunoo's hand. Now that there are no cameras, Sunghoon's empty hands twitch. After a couple quick, easy figure-eights, he glides in front of Sunoo, grinning, and grabs his hands. Sunoo starts, surprised, and stumbles, and Sunghoon laughs.
"Come on," he says. "You're fine. Skate with me."
Sunghoon is tired of losing.
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15 Mar 2026
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When wings suddenly begin to sprout from Sunoo’s back, the pain is relentless. Niki stays by his side through it all, helping however he can.
Then, they discover something unexpected: the pain lessens in moments of pleasure. It dulls, fades—sometimes disappears entirely.
So Niki helps with that, too.
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11 Mar 2026