IveAlwaysHatedGoodbyes
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I want to run, I want to hide (I wanna tear down these walls that hold me inside) by Gorgeousgreymatter
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
29 Jul 2022
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“You want me that bad, Munson?” It’s not what he’d been intending to say, but it comes out anyway. Maybe because part of him just wants to see what Eddie’s going to do. Maybe he will just open up his mouth right here and take a bite.
Kind of feels like that’s what Eddie might do when his gaze turns wolfish, his eyes almost entirely black. “I don’t think you want to play this game with me, Stevie.”
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- Part 5 of There Is a Light That Never Goes Out
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12 Jan 2026
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Steve just wanted to do something nice for a friend, he doesn't mean to get Eddie's ring stuck on his finger, and it's definitely not his fault that everyone he knows is jumping to conclusions.
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23 Oct 2025
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You Know Where to Find Me - Spring Break '86 by Rindecision
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Sep 2024
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Rewrite of Season 4 within the You Know Where to Find me universe.
Steve and Eddie are finally together. Steve does what he can to keep Eddie out of danger.
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"What the hell is going on, Steve?" Eddie pressed as soon as they were in his room.
"Will you accept it if I say that I can't tell you?" Steve cringed.
"No!" Eddie snapped. "Why the hell would I accept that?"
Steve sighed and fell back onto Eddie's bed. The familiar comfort of it relaxed his nerves a little.
"Can you at least tell me why you can't tell me?" Eddie asked, kneeling on the bed over Steve's lap.
Steve smiled up at the straddle and rubbed the outside of Eddie's thighs. "I literally have an NDA that says I can't."
Eddie's face fell in disbelief. "What the fuck are you involved in?" he huffed, his tone heavy with worry. "Are you in danger?" he followed quickly. "What about Sinclair and Henderson? Are they in danger?"
"Woah, woah," Steve sat up and placed a hand on Eddie's waist when he saw a panic rising in him. "No one's in danger," he reassured, knowing that wasn't entirely true.
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- Part 19 of You Know Where to Find Me
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18 Mar 2025
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After his breakup with Nancy, Steve Harrington keeps it a secret that he hasn’t made an effort to meet his soulmate. When he accidentally wakes up next to them a few days after his 18th birthday, he’s surprised to find that it’s not only another guy, but somebody else in Hawkins. Between losing all his old friends, learning how not to be an asshole, and balancing his newfound sexuality in a closed-minded town, Steve has his work cut out for him. Eddie Munson doesn’t believe in soulmates, but that doesn’t stop him from waiting in the dreamscape every night for his. Balancing life as an openly queer, drug-dealing super senior in Hawkins, Indiana is no cakewalk, especially with Billy Hargrove on his ass. But maybe, just maybe, there’s something to that whole soulmate thing after all.
Project # 217 for the Steddie BigBang (2023)
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27 Jan 2025
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Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours) by steddieasitgoes
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Dec 2023
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“Well, well, well, if it isn’t my terrible mailman,” the man jests, letting his weight fall against the half-opened door. “To what do I owe the displeasure?”
“It seems like some of your mail has slipped through the cracks at the post office,” Steve says with an air of causality he hopes pays off. “M’just here to deliver it and apologize for the inconvenience.”
“Right, ‘cause the post office “lost” it. Not my mailman who hates my house.”
“I don’t hate your house,” Steve objects.
“That’s two lies in under a minute. I don’t think your boss will be too happy to learn that you’re lying to your customers."
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The year is 1991, and Steve Harrington is working as a mail carrier who is pettily withholding mail from Eddie. When Eddie threatens Steve’s job, he is forced into making amends by hand-delivering the missing mail. In a surprising twist, Steve and Eddie end up hitting it off, and the two start spending an alarming amount of Steve’s lunch breaks getting to know each other.
The more time they spend together, the less time Steve spends delivering mail, which might just end up costing him his job and his newfound relationship with Eddie.
Project #036 of Steddie Big Bang 2023
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25 Jan 2025