Jagroka



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  1. The Bear (TV 2022) (5)

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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    "The evening will include a four-course meal with wine paring. Each dish will incorporate the pollen from the Volupta flower, enhancing the flavors of the meal. It might leave you with a sensual, euphoric feeling that will have you craving more."
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    OR sex pollen is the new "drunk words are sober thoughts"

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    11 Jan 2025

  2. Rec 1

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    Angsty Crackshipping and repressed homosexuality

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    05 Dec 2024

  3. Rec 15

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    Carmen never particularly avoided mirrors. When he was a teenager he tried not to look at them, for obvious reasons, like puberty and not feeling masculine enough. Then he just…never grew out of it. It’s not like he covers them, or punches them, or anything extreme. He still has to make sure he looks more like a human than a sleep deprived zombie. So he shaves almost every damn day, he tries to fix his unruly curls into something presentable.

    It’s just if he looks too long he feels weird. Like his face isn't right, isn’t how it's supposed to be. Whatever that means. He's felt it a couple times, clocked it as some weird anxiety symptom, then moved on. He has enough on his plate, he'd rather not do a deep dive into whatever fucking feeling that is.

     

    Or: Carmen ignores and ignores and ignores until she can't anymore.

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    27 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    With the Bear open, and the pressure on to make it work, and all aftermath of Family and Friend's night, Richie turns to past coping mechanisms to deal with the stress. He knows he shouldn't. He knows Mikey wouldn't want him to be skipping meals.

    But Mikey's dead.

    And worse things have happened.

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    25 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    This is the problem with being sick, with being back in Chicago—in Copenhagen or New York, the distance was a balm. He didn’t have to think about this shit when he was halfway across the country, or when he’d buried himself in work six feet under. But there’s not anywhere to run anymore. He’s a thirty minute drive away from his brother’s gravestone, and it's a gravitational pull, dragging him in.

    Carmy finds himself at rock bottom and keeps digging.

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    24 Nov 2024