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    Jason survived his trip across Tartarus with Nico, but that didn't mean he was fine, far from it, he had nightmares, hallucinations and many reactions to his experiences in Tartarus, and his friends and Nico were there to help him.

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    “I am in control. I make the decisions,” Shane murmured to himself for the hundredth time that hour.

    He felt a little bit insane, sitting on the cold bathroom floor locked in a civil war with himself. On one side: his rational brain; on the other, the oily, persistent whisper trying to sell him a regret he couldn’t afford. His stomach squirmed with what could either be nausea or anxiety—it all felt the same at this point.

    Just do it. You’ll feel so much lighter and cleaner once it is all out of your system.

    The temptation to believe that lie was a physical weight. He was exhausted from the fight. He could feel his dinner sitting like a stone in the pit of his stomach, heavy and stagnant. He knew he probably would feel better if he could get rid of it. But… fuck.

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    Shane is struggling with a dangerous urge and is flighting a lonely battle with himself on the bathroom floor. Until Ilya reminds him that he’s not alone.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    It'd been easier for Shane to pretend the emotional meltdown that he'd had after their 2014 encounter in Vegas hadn't happened than to bring it up to Ilya. It'd only ever happened that one time. There's no reason to dwell on it or rehash old stuff when both of them are great at aftercare now and have been since they officially got together.

    --or, Shane definitely should've told Ilya sooner

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "Hayden thinks then that he should have known that this was going to be a terrible day from the moment he woke up. Forgetting his lucky socks that morning had been a sign."

    Hayden Pike has not been having a good day. Seeing his best friend lying on the ice was only the beginning. Finding out that said best friend has been sleeping with Ilya Rozanov is the only way this day could get worse. Good thing that isn't true. Oh, wait.

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    Hayden Pike finds out that Shane and Ilya are together in the hospital after Shane gets hit by Marlow and he has many feelingsTM about it being Ilya.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    ”Shane looks up at Ilya again, and there’s a look on Ilya’s face he can’t put a name on. It’s a mix of lust, fondness and something. It’s a familiar look though, and just as Shane is about to ask what Ilya is planning to do-

    ”Touch yourself. I want to watch you, Hollander.”

    There’s a lot of things that’s happening at the same time. Shane shivers, because Ilya’s voice is low, demanding, dominating. His heart starts to hammer, and then it clicks. The look on Ilya’s face is familiar, because it has happened before. In Vegas. In 2014.”

    or Ilya accidentally re-creates the Vegas situation. Shane tries to be on board, but then isn’t. Enter comfort and softness and love.

    *Added chapter 2!!!
    ”You want to do it again? Shane, what-”
    ”Not the whole thing, obviously. The sex part. Maybe with kissing-”
    Ilya had made a ’tsk’-sound with a smirk on his lips. ”Always kissing now, Hollander.”
    Shane had grinned. ”Yeah, so. Can we?”

    Or, Shane wants to re-create the Vegas scene.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane finds himself running, only to run into Ilya’s arms instead.

    See content warnings.

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    22 Dec 2025