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Here, equally sweaty, exhausted bodies labored over the rope, though in a much different fashion.
It was almost pure coincidence that Carrigo had discovered how the chemicals and tannins in elven boypussy reacted with the natural fibers, binding them even tighter and making the product smooth and firm.
Carrigo’s paid labor force was around a dozen human men, but his unpaid labor was more specialized.
Huge reams of rope hung along one wall, single threads stretching across the space to matching spools on the other side. Six elfboys tottered along their lengths, gasping and shuddering as the fat length of rope dragged between the flushed lips of their cunts.
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08 Apr 2025
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“This is not a negotiation.” Deirta Thelyss’s voice cracked the air like a thunderclap, sharp enough that even her ever-bustling flock of attendants twitched. “You will agree to this marriage, or I will have you cast from Den Thelyss for dereliction of duty. Is that clear?”
Essek held himself stiffly, his shoulders rising in affront. A dangerous lapse of control, considering the woman standing before him, and one he would berate himself for later in the privacy of his tower, but he couldn’t help it. To be bartered off as—as a diplomatic representative of all things. It was absurd, insulting. Was the prestige his accomplishments brought to the den not enough? The Bright Queen herself had awarded him the title of Shadowhand for the advancements he’d made to the field of dunamancy, advancements that had secured countless victories in the war. Why should he have to upend his entire life to accommodate some human he’d never even met?
Or: A Shadowgast Arranged Marriage AU in Space~
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28 Aug 2023
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As Caleb and Essek enter a new stage of their relationship, Caleb is forced to confront and process trauma he'd done his best to ignore since meeting the Might Nein.
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- Part 3 of Post-Canon Fics
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10 Aug 2023
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Talking is the first step towards healing.
Six conversations Caleb had on the trip from Nicodranas to the peace negotiations about his training under Trent Ikithon.
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- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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02 Aug 2023
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Caleb was having a rough week. It was becoming very apparent, enough for people around him to notice. It was nothing new; it happened occasionally when certain anniversaries came around, or when a memory refused to leave him alone, or when his mind would decide he was just being too happy.
It was on those occasions that the air became thick and cloying around him like a cloud of perpetual smoke, making it hard to breathe. His mind would supply him with all the reasons why he wasn't worthy of the life he was leading, of his teaching position, of interacting with his betters: people who were innocent and untouched by darkness.
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Caleb is spiraling out of control, pushing his friends and chosen family away, isolating himself from those who care about him. Eventually, Essek decides to do something about it. He knows that nothing mundane like talking would be of any help, so he offers Caleb what the human thinks he wants: punishment, atonement, debasement, a way to quiet the vicious voices in his head.Bookmarked by LessAttitudeMoreAltitude
03 Jun 2023
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It's been awhile since Caleb has had a large disassociative episode, and unsurprisingly, it's still not easy to deal with. The Mighty Nein have had experience bringing him back to the present, but there's still no cure all for a wounded mind.
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Everyone looked to the wizard, concern graven in each face differently. Jester clearly felt guilt, surely thinking if only about some spell or another being available to her. Nott reached for her flask before remembering she'd given it to Jester for safekeeping while she worked on her alcoholism. Fjord had a dark look on his face as he took in their situation, ever pragmatic. Caduceus seemed calculating in a way that wasn't typical of him. Beau reflected he hadn't seen this as much as the rest of them. Caleb had been getting better.
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- Part 6 of Fireside Chats
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06 Apr 2023
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Caleb and Essek are fleeing, separated from the Mighty Nein.
Desperate and almost beaten, Caleb grabs a trinket and his friend and Teleports them to safety. Except the destination they land in is not the one he had chosen.
And for a second he wonders whether he sent himself to hell.
Written for Shadowgast Week 2021!
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15 Feb 2023
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"Unfortunately, our progress has stalled out somewhat," Ikithon says, slowly circling the beacon on its stand. Under any other circumstances, that would be the thing that drew Essek's eye.
Instead, his gaze is fixed on the man sitting in a chair at the circle's center. A picture of misery, he is bound hand and foot to the chair with thick iron cuffs. His face is mottled with bruising, his rust colored hair hangs in limp, tangled clumps, and his clothes are torn and burnt. Wide, frightened eyes the color of daylight sky whip frantically back and forth between them.
Essek knows that face. He knows it all too well. Not two months ago, that face kissed him on the forehead and told him that he was still capable of good.
The bottom drops out of Essek's stomach. Please not him.
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After the peace talks at sea, Ikithon approaches Essek with an offer he can't refuse... But dearly wishes he could.
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15 Feb 2023
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At precisely thirty-eight minutes past two in the morning, Caleb jolts awake, sitting up in bed and heaving for air as if his life depends on it, chest rising and falling at an unnaturally fast pace.
At precisely thirty-nine minutes past two in the morning, he has to bite down hard on his own tongue to keep himself from vomiting, feeling so sick with himself that bile begins to rise in his throat.
He blinks two, three times, trying to stop the hot angry tears that are pooling in the corners of his eyes, threatening to spill and run down his cheeks at any second. His hands go to his head, pressing at his ears to try and stop the ringing, to block out the screams that still haunt and follow him, even now that he’s awoken from his nightmare.
Caleb awakens from a nightmare. Molly is already awake, and helps him out of it.
[ SPOILERS FOR C2E18 ]
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14 Feb 2023
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At an asylum in the northern part of the Empire, a young man is made to earn his keep.
Years later, Caleb Widogast recovers some memories he didn't know he had lost.
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11 Feb 2023
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A flash of amber light filled the air, and Essek felt the surge of wild magic even before he turned to take in whatever the consequence of Caleb's spell had taken the form of.
A little boy with short red hair and bright blue eyes was standing where Caleb ought to be, watching Essek curiously and pulling a now too large coat around his shoulders. “Wer bist du?” the boy asked, then when Essek didn’t answer, "Who are you?"
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- Part 1 of Wild Magic Surges
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30 Jan 2023
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She was hurt, and she had every right to be. And she was angry, because how could she not be. His people had done this to her. He knew this day would come, when she saw him for what he really was and hated him for it. He was trash. And now she knew.
His people.
Missing moment and apologies from episode 48/49 after all the hurtful accusations and tragic backstories. Because while Nott was clearly not ok, neither was Caleb.
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26 Jan 2023
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Urban fantasy Nicodranas where most of the MN escaped to, after dealing with whatever trauma they have, and many of them have gotten some well needed help at Pumat Sol's trauma group therapy sessions. Caleb and Nott found Yussa, Jester, Yasha, and Caduceus in Nicodranas and everything is softer (and in firm denial of ep 26, even with recent events in ep 111). Found family is the best family, especially when you think you murdered your birth family.
Basically, my otp is Caleb Widogast and therapy, and in this essay I will...
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19 Jan 2023
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a beach in Nicodranas, an hour spent attuning to the new amulets, and a moment between Caleb (who has been having a fairly continuous breakdown for the last few hours) and Veth (who stays within hugging distance).
[coda to campaign 2 episode 128]
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09 Jan 2023
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"Caleb sits on the beach, toes flexing in the sand, with Veth’s comforting weight pressed to his side, and can not relax."
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A missing scene from ep128, where the Mighty Nein regroup at the beach. Caleb is still processing everything that has happened.
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- Part 2 of tarot spreads
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06 Jan 2023
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With all of the comforts the Tower provides, the greatest one is having his friends close.
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Essek convinces Caleb that he deserves love and can ask for what he wantsBookmarked by LessAttitudeMoreAltitude
04 Jan 2023
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Caleb was fine, really.
So what if he felt a little dizzy whenever he stood up the past few days, and was sniffling a bit more than usual, and had a sore throat?
He’d live.
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03 Jan 2023
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When Bren Aldric Eremendrud was a boy, whenever he felt small or lonely, he’d look up at the stars, wondering if there was life up there. Turns out, he was looking in the wrong direction. When alien life entered our world it was from the deep beneath the Lucidian Ocean, a fissure between two tectonic plates. A portal between the dimensions, a breach.
To fight the Kaiju wreaking havoc on the world, mankind created monsters of their own. The Jaeger Program was implemented. Jaeger. Zemnian for hunter. Monsters designed to put these otherworldly abominations back in their place.
One pilot couldn’t handle the neural load to pilot the Jaegers alone, so a two pilot system was implemented, one on the left side, one on the right. The two pilots had to link their minds to work in perfect synchronous harmony to ensure that the mechs could run properly. With technology being advanced from cooperation and a worldwide ceasefire to stop this problem, the Pan Lucidian Defense Corps was born.
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03 Jan 2023
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If he could scrub it off, he would.
It takes a while for the name to turn up at all, as it often does when one or both souls are not consecuted. That alone is enough to disappoint his parents - even more so when it becomes apparent that he is not a returning soul. By ten, Essek has begun to wonder if he will never have a name at all. By thirty, watching all his peers struck with new distractions, he has begun to hope he won't.
It lasts until he’s nearly ninety. Essek has been convinced for decades that he’s managed to escape the matter altogether; perhaps, he had thought, the lack of interest he has always felt in that direction has spared him from the entire ordeal. But there it is, one morning, engraved across his chest as though it has been there since birth.
Bren.
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31 Dec 2022
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Caleb wakes up on Rumblecusp with no memories of who he is or how he got there. The people around him seem to care for him greatly, and he wants to do his best to help them, even when they fail to return his memories with their divine magic.
Many things are confusing, but none more so than what appears to be his personal journal, written in a cipher he can no longer remember. Perhaps the handsome drow his friends brought him to in Rosohna may be of help.
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26 Dec 2022