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    Covering the years of 2012-2020.

    Roy and Jamie through the years with sex, love, family, and drugs.

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    Jamie drops to his knees for Roy following the ugly, ugly boy of it all.

    This single stone drops in the pond of canon creates a ripple effect of consequences as Roy and Jamie explore the aftermath.

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    In 1988, Jackie Tyler had a one night stand with a man whose name she could never quite remember.

    Nine months later, Zoe Tyler was born and the timelines as we know them shifted to accommodate her.

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    "All I want," Shane tells him, voice so low it's barely more than a whisper, "is to grow old and gray with you. You don’t get to take that away from me."

    "What if I'm never fixed," Ilya protests. "I stay like that. Don’t get better."

    "You will," and his lover makes it sound so simple, the truth of it may as well be woven into the very fabric of the universe. "Your life isn't your own anymore, Rozanov. If you want it back, you'll have to pry it out of my cold, dead hands, got it ?"

    No, Ilya doesn't. But by God, does he want to.

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    or, Ilya has spent most of his life suffering at the hands of his brother and yeah, sure, that sucks. He won’t pretend otherwise. But it’s also just pain and at the end of the day, Ilya’s used to it. It’s fine. Honestly. All fine. Until one day, Shane introduces him to the somewhat revolutionary concept that it’s really fucking not.

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    15 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 85

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    They’re alone at the bar now. No one is watching. He could press a finger to Hollander’s lips, wait for Hollander to open for him. He could slide the pad of his thumb across Hollander’s tongue, tip his chin up, and pour the liquid into his mouth. He could watch the bob of Hollander’s throat as he swallows it down.

    Ilya takes a drag from his cigarette instead.

    “What?” Ilya asks as Hollander stares him down, not unlike an enraged bull. “You are going to tell me not to smoke? Is Vegas, Hollander. No one cares.”

    “Neither do I,” Hollander mutters, turning away toward the bar. “Are you going to give my drink back?”

    Ilya glances down at the shot glass in his hand and shrugs. “No. Is mine now.” He throws the shot back, suppressing a wince at the taste of subpar hotel bar vodka. When he looks up again, Hollander is already walking away from him into the sea of brightly colored slot machines.

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    After hooking up at the MLH awards, Shane doesn't go back to his room. He goes to a party. Ilya can't help but follow him to the casino where he realizes something is wrong with Shane.

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t say anything. He keeps watching Shane from the doorway. When he speaks, his voice is quiet and he’s looking down at his bare feet. “You said you would stay,” he says. “That is what I remember.”

    In which Shane freaks out but doesn't leave in episode four.

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    14 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Have you been tested recently?” He asks. Ilya raises his eyebrows.

    “Tested?” He asks.

    “You know,” Shane says. Ilya shakes his head. Shane isn’t sure if he really doesn’t know, or if he just wants Shane to say it. “If we’re both clean, I was thinking that maybe…maybe we didn’t have to use a condom?”

    Ilya goes very still on top of him. Shane would think it was a bad thing, but he’s got his hand on Ilya’s neck, close enough to feel his pulse go crazy.

    “You want?” He asks - almost croaks.

    “Yeah.” Shane swallows. “I want.”

    Or: Shane and Ilya at the cottage.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.

    So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.

    Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.

    (Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)

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    12 May 2026