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    And this is good old Boston
    The home of the bean and the cod
    Where the Lowells talk only to Cabots,
    And the Cabots talk only to God.
    -- John Collins Bossidy

    This city - filled with "courage, compassion, and strength that knows no bounds" - isn't their home, but it becomes a safe haven anyway. [Favorite characters in Boston.]

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    When he is away, she moves and keeps moving.

    She adjusts. She endures. She thrives.

    She misses him, but the act of missing him becomes as intrinsic as the act of loving him, and yet another thing she carries with her.

    But after—

    Everything is different.

    Wherein these two idiots have the worst possible timing, the best of intentions with the worst ideas, and spend far too much time talking without saying anything at all.

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    02 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    Pen: Harry Dankworth just invited me to formal
    Pen: Everyone knows what formal’s like. Or after formal, I guess
    Pen: And I don’t want Harry to think I’m like too young or inexperienced or whatever
    Pen: Even though I technically *am* inexperienced, since I’m entirely lacking in the experience department
    Pen: But I don’t have to be *completely* inexperienced

    The buzzing paused, and Colin could see her in his mind’s eye, inhaling a deep breath before taking the plunge she’d been building up to; he knew exactly the cadence her voice would have if she were saying this to him in person.

    Pen: And since you happen to be especially knowledgeable and qualified in this area, I was hoping maybe you could be my first kiss. Just to get it out of the way or whatever, and then I won’t be quite so inexperienced and run the risk of making a fool of myself with Harry
    Pen: So just think about it, I guess, and let me know

    The phone in his hand had stopped vibrating, but the buzzing continued in his ears.

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    11 Jul 2024

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    I can’t stop grinning!

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    “Let’s do it,” Colin said, pushing off the desk and sliding his chair in front of her.

    He held out his hand for her to shake, and she slowly slid her hand into his, trying not to marvel at how large or warm it was.

    “Let’s make you a people person.”
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    To win the bid for Student Government President, Penelope needs the help of her best friend's older brother. As Colin helps her get her name out there, they start spending a lot of time together and things get...interesting.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    the perfect fic. shelby’s a genius.

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    Colin Bridgerton had it all: a beautiful wife, four beautiful children, and a fulfilling career.

    Saying he’s content is an understatement; he loves this life.

    That is until he’s yanked from this reality and finds himself in the hospital, awakening from a coma.

    It turns out he is not married and never has been. Penelope’s just his friend, his children don’t exist, and his perfect job is merely a pipe dream.

    On a journey of rehabilitation, self-discovery, and grief, Colin must come to terms with the life he has and build it into the one that he dreamed of.

    …trying to convince the girl he’s known as his wife of their wonderful life together shouldn’t be too tricky, right?

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    16 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    In the aftermath of her father’s death, Penelope Featherington learns how little remains when a man’s authority vanishes and a woman’s does not exist. Sent from London to the courts of Vienna and Paris, she must navigate a marriage market shaped by war, inheritance, and expectation—while guarding a secret voice that has long been her only power.

    Colin Bridgerton is traveling without purpose when he finds her again, changed and changing, in a world far from home. What begins as familiarity becomes choice, and what society demands is quietly weighed against what the heart will bear.

    A Regency-set Polin novel about agency, partnership, and the cost of being seen.

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    27 Jan 2026