Lucrexia



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    Shane rested his forehead against Ilya’s, closing his eyes. “I’m gonna ride you, is that okay?”

    Ilya nipped at his bottom lip. “I don’t know, let me think. This is same as asking me, is Shane Hollander the best hockey player in the world? Obviously yes.”

    And oh, the honest praise was all worth it for the private smile that lit up Shane’s face right then. He kissed Ilya once, slow and sweet. “Shut up,” he murmured, smiling into it. “You’re an asshole.”

    Ilya was a little achy with how happy he was, such a wild contrast to his overwhelming grief only moments ago. “I finally admit you are better than me, and now I am an asshole? I think not, Hollander.” He gripped Shane’s hips and flipped them over, the sound of Shane’s breathy laughter while Ilya kissed him into the mattress like medicine for his soul.

    Episode 5 in depth: the beach, the all-star game, and if Shane and Ilya made love in that hotel room before confessing their love.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    "Then Ilya had an idea. After all, he was a man of great ideas.

    “Mm, what do you think about me teaching you to ride?”

    Shane didn't even take his eyes off the TV—which was showing a Montreal versus Boston game—to reply:

    “I think you already taught me. I'm great with Clipclop and—“

    “That is not the kind of riding I meant.”

    Shane's cheeks reacted before he could: they turned that flushed shade that drove Ilya crazy. But the best part was when Shane finally turned to him, with those bright eyes that looked like two blackberries.

    It took a great effort from Ilya not to jump on the other man right there."

    Or: They are cowboys. Ilya teaches Shane how to ride.

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    “Shane,” Ilya pops his head inside the sliding glass door, “am I allowed to have a cigarette?”

    Shane looks up from where he’s sitting at kitchen island, texting Hayden about the new baby. “Allowed?”

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    Ilya's only allowed to smoke if he's shotgunning with Shane, it's a good compromise.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    An exploration of intimacy as emotional archaeology—two men excavating the ruins of their carefully constructed personas through the language of flesh. When Ilya's carefully maintained facades crumble in a Tampa Bay hotel room, Shane becomes both witness and sanctuary. What follows is not merely sex (though it is that, explicit and unflinching), but rather a meditation on vulnerability, desire, and the terrifying act of being truly seen.
    This is the scene the show's writers were too timid to give us—the missing interlude from Episode 5, "I'll Believe in Anything"—rendered with the psychological complexity and literary sophistication it deserves.
    Canon-compliant. Emotionally devastating. Sexually explicit.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Shane: You don’t think it will be too cold?

    Ilya: I will keep you warm.

    Shane: Maybe we should take a canoe out instead. It might be safer.

    Ilya: Safer, maybe, but boring. And easier to flip over when I fuck you, no?

    Shane and Ilya watch a meteor shower on a jet ski.

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    23 Feb 2026