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    “You are not broken, Ilya,” Terry says, sounding a little stern now. “I told you to keep an eye on the side effects. How long have you been experiencing this?”

    “Since last night.”

    “What?”

    “Since last night,” Ilya repeats. “Or afternoon, technically.”

    And Terry…Terry fucking laughs.

    Ilya is going to die, and Shane will be sad forever and Terry fucking laughs.

    “It hasn’t even been a day?” Terry clarifies, still chuckling. “Well, this could have nothing to do with the medication. It could just be an off day—”

    “Off day?” Ilya repeats incredulously. “Have you seen my husband? There are no off days with an ass like that.”

    OR: Ilya starts taking antidepressants only to realise it's fucking up his sex life. And, he acts totally very chill about it.

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  2. Rec 11

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    Emergency Operator: Sir? Can you describe them to me? What are their injuries? We can walk you through first aid until help arrives. CPR if needed.

    Ilya: Oh, that won't be necessary. Is nothing to do. Don't turn on lights. Let them take time coming.

    EO: Can you tell me who is hurt? What happened to them?

    Ilya: Oh! Is me. Calling to report my dead body. Don't want Jane to find me. That would… be bad. I can not do that to him. Is better if professionals.

     

    ...Or, Ilya has reached his breaking point. Set ambiguously during The Long Game.

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    "He waited, just on the edge of convincing himself he had imagined it, when his father spoke again - more voice, more..here, more in the present, than he had heard him in months. He stared straight at his son’s long, muscular figure when he spoke. “Ilya?”

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    The year that the Boston Raiders win the cup, Grigori Rozanov takes a sharp downturn. Ilya goes home for the summer to take care of him. In a moment of lucidity, Grigori reaches out to Ilya and gives him something Ilya didn't know he needed.

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    The footage is shaky; the paparazzo must have been hiding behind a pole in the parking garage, ducking and swerving to stay out of sight. The video zooms in on a car window. Two people inside. They sit stock still, frozen for a moment. Then the driver leans over and punches the passenger on the side of his face, the camera tracking the way the passenger’s head whips to the side and smashes into the window, blood spraying from his mouth to coat the tempered glass. Another punch lands. More blood.

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    A video leaks of Ilya’s father’s reaction to his loss in the Olympics.

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  5. Rec 94

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    Ilya Rozanov has dinner with the Hollanders now. Once a week at least, at Yuna's insistence because he turns into a young, innocent boy every time she speaks. He looks at her adoringly.

    He watches David watch her.

    David just watches his wife.

     

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    or: david hollander vs grigori rozanov's terrible parenting

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