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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Buck just wants to see Hen smile. That's all this is.

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    23 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Knock it off." Eddie says as if Buck can't see the smile he's got tucked in the corner of his mouth.

    "Make me." Buck locks their eyes together, drinking in the way Eddie looks back.

    -or-

    Buck wants Eddie to pay attention to him, Eddie wants to read his Sunday morning paper in peace

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Eddie was hoping to avoid this conversation, and he can’t even really begin to fathom how or when he would bring it up. Hey, nice save back there, he imagines, the resounding clap of his hand landing on Buck’s shoulder, echoing off the tall ceiling of the station. By the way, I can hear you touching yourself at night. I can hear you making yourself come a foot away from me.

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    Buck and Eddie share a bed during quarantine. It blurs a few lines.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    That was good, right? Alex, smiling. Eddie was so out of practice in this sort of thing. And even when he had been in practice, he was a disaster at flirting and dating and not having a mental breakdown at the mere idea of commitment. But Alex was smiling at him and joking with him and she hadn’t run off screaming. Yet.

    That was as good an omen as anything.

    Eddie mustered up all his courage. “Would you like to get dinner with me?”

    (In which Eddie Diaz asks a woman on a date and then kisses the love of his life)

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    20 Jan 2026

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    The kid claps a hand over his mouth. His eyes are huge and sparkling with something that looks like excitement or mischief, probably both.

    "Sorry, sorry," he whispers loudly. Then he leans forward, like he's about to share a secret. "You're a hunk, right?"

    Buck chokes on nothing. "I. What?"

    "A hunk," the kid repeats. "You know, a hunk."

    "I..." Buck has no idea what's happening. "Sure? I guess? I mean, I've been told... I work out sometimes—"

    "Perfect!" The kid is already digging around in his backpack. He pulls out a slightly crumpled rectangle of cardstock and presents it to Buck with great ceremony. "This is for you."

    It's a handmade card written in crayon, blue crayon. The handwriting is careful but wobbly, the letters all different sizes.

    My dad likes boys and is single. He is a HERO and fights fires like Superman. He is a hunk. If intrested, please contact Chris Diaz.

    Or,
    Christopher's fix-it kit for lonely dads.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    "Kiss me."

    Buck's hands freeze, the stroking stops. “...I’m sorry?”

    “Kiss me.” Eddie doesn't know where this is coming from, except he does, actually—it's coming from the part of his brain that has been chewing on this problem for two days straight and has finally arrived at a solution. A terrible solution. A solution that makes perfect sense if you don't think about it too hard. "I need to know."

    Or,
    The scientific unravelling of Eddie Diaz.

    a 9x7 coda

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    15 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 81

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    Buck’s back hurts. Eddie’s hands help.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    It starts with breakfast, a questionable study about prostate health, and Buck declaring that ejaculating twenty-one times a month is technically preventive medicine.

    They’re just two best friends taking care of their health.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Eddie,” Maddie says. “I know our kids are different ages, and our situations are different, but — it kind of sounds like you need something else besides your kid and work, too.”

    Well, I used to have a best friend, Eddie thinks, then pushes the thought away. “I … I have other things. But Chris and the job are definitely the most central right now.”

    "You know, you can’t put yourself last all the time, Eddie.” She laughs a little. “Straight from my therapist’s mouth to your ears! Ooh — you know what? I’ve got a great idea.”

    “Oh?”

    “You should come to book club. It’s something I do with my parent friends. We take turns hosting, and it’s my turn!”

    Sometimes the best part about reading is getting to learn more about yourself.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    With Christopher away for the holidays and Buck unwilling to fly, Eddie agrees to a road trip that turns into three days of motel rooms, snow-slicked roads, and feelings he’s been avoiding for years.

    Or love sneaks up on Eddie Diaz somewhere between here and Hershey.

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    08 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 88

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    He should be glad of it. He doesn’t want people to know he’s struggling, and they don’t. But why doesn’t Buck know? He’s always known, always seen through Eddie’s carefully constructed walls and carved himself a door into them. Even when Eddie resisted, even when he pushed back, Buck ducked his head and shoved through and found the tender hurt Eddie was guarding, cupped his hands around it and held until it didn’t ache so much.

    And now Eddie’s bleeding internally, swollen with regret, and Buck doesn’t say a thing. Eddie can’t ask him to. If he opens his mouth, he might just start screaming.

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    There's distance between Eddie and Buck. Eddie isn't falling apart. These are two equally true statements.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Buck gets new tattoos. Eddie notices. He's totally fine about it.

    Or: Eddie Diaz tries to be normal about Buck’s legs. It goes poorly.

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    07 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 87

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    On a quiet weekend, Eddie surprises Buck with a drive up the coast to see elephant seals. The road is long, the air is salty, and the space between them feels different when there’s nowhere else to be.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “I don’t know what you want from me anymore,” Eddie says through the door, his voice worn thin at the edges. There’s a soft thud against the wood, and Buck doesn’t need to see it to know – Eddie’s forehead resting there. “Talk to me.”

    “There’s nothing to say,” Buck replies. The words come out flat.

    “How about when you said you don’t need me?”

    Buck exhales, slow and heavy.

    Because that’s it. The lie he wants to believe because believing it would make everything hurt less. The one that keeps failing him – failed him today, almost got him killed, almost pulled him down into the pit because for one terrifying moment he was sure Eddie was gone.

    One bad call, one broken dam, and suddenly Buck and Eddie aren't pretending anymore.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “LA Dispatch to Engine 118, be advised–”

    Eddie’s head snaps up.

    Maddie. Dispatch cadence – clean, clipped, controlled.

    Chimney’s eyes flick to the radio, then to Eddie, before he answers.

    “118, go ahead.”

    Maddie continues, steady as a metronome.

    “We have a reported MVC on the Fletcher Drive Bridge, repeat: multiple-vehicle collision. Units en route have visual confirmation of two cars at the scene.”

    Eddie’s pulse stutters. He leans forward without meaning to, the seatbelt tugging tight across his chest.

    Maddie keeps going, all professionalism, no tremor, until she hits the words that break.

    “One of the vehicles is… a Jeep that went over the railing into the water.”


    A car crash, the kind of cold that settles in your bones, and a desperate attempt to keep Buck alive long enough for help to arrive.

    or

    The Jeep nde you didn’t know you needed.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Eddie should be there. But he’s not. And if he can’t be, then…

    “It’s me,” Buck says, his voice cracking over the words.

    When a call gone awry results in Eddie missing, presumed drowned and dead, Buck has to keep fighting. For what matters most. For Christopher.

    Or: A dive into what the consequences of Eddie's Will might look like in Season 9.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Eddie tried to figure out how to explain. “My, uh, apartment walls are pretty thin.”

    “Mhm,” she said.

    “So, I can, you know. Hear things. Coming from the other side of the wall. Which, like, I guess is his bedroom.” Eddie’s face was on fire. “So, the second time it happened, I thought, I’ll just wait until he opens the door so I can introduce myself and ask him to keep it down.”

    “But then you saw him,” she finished.

    “But then I saw him.”

    ——

    Eddie just moved to LA with Chris for a fresh start. What he gets instead is an earful of his neighbor’s sex life, several pairs of earplugs, and just maybe, the love of his life.

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    30 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Oh.” The new toothpick is already sliding into Eddie’s mouth, making itself at home. Buck’s fingers had held it a moment ago. “Y’know, I didn’t— never realised you did that. W–with your mouth.”

    “Did wha— Oh,” Eddie catches on mid-word, shrugs. “Yeah. Childhood habit, I guess. Thought I kicked it years ago but…”

    “You do it a lot,” Buck blurts, then wants to saw his own tongue off.

    It all starts with Eddie performing fellatio on a ringpop.

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    17 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 51

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    'Buck,' Eddie says again, closer now and Buck turns around at last, 'why are you here?'

    'I wanted to be here for May,' he says, 'I'm not here to cause trouble.'

    'Bit late for that. I haven't seen you in five years, Buck. You ignored me for five years.'

    Buck doesn't answer, just fixes Eddie with an inscrutable look.

    'So you’re gay now?' he says, flatly.

    Eddie shrugs, 'sure.'

    'What does that mean?'

    'Gay, bi, queer. It doesn’t matter.'

    'If you fuck dudes now it matters,' spits Buck.

    'Why?’ Eddie throws back, ‘because I never fucked you?'

    *

    After Bobby died Buck left LA without a word. Five years later Eddie bumps into him at May and Ravi’s wedding. Is it too late for them to find their way back to each other? Do they want closure or something more?

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    08 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 80

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    Eddie takes a deep breath, standing outside Pot Luck Studio, working up the nerve to go in. He’s just about to reach for the handle when someone beats him to it. Someone familiar.

    “Uh, Maddie?” 

    “Eddie, oh my God!” Maddie recovers from the shock quickly, pulling him into a quick hug. “What are you doing here?” She looks past him, as if expecting to see someone else, maybe Buck, or even Hen. But of course it’s just him, that was the whole point. 

    *

    Or, Maddie and Eddie take a pottery class.

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    06 Dec 2025

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