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  2. Summary

    Collection of fics that were born out of prompts left in my tumblr ask box.

    Wanna leave a prompt? Sure! go to narkito.tumblr.com and have fun.

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  3. Summary

    A three act story on a way the boys may have finally gotten their act together after episode 7x04, some canon divergence is to be expected in order to accommodate the fic happenings.

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Very sad.

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    What a rollercoaster. Beautiful. Incredibly poignant at times. Just beautiful.

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    Ilya doesn’t even know why he takes the bottle, maybe as some sort of weird memento of Shane bending for Ilya and the things Ilya likes, despite his diet and his no drinking during the season rule. And, of course, as a reminder of Shane’s moans echoing off of Ilya’s kitchen counters.

    He’s not even thinking about what it looks like when he reaches for the bottle in the locker room after practice and chugs half its contents.

    “Fuck, Roz,” Marleau says next to him. “Isn’t it a bit early for that?”

    Or: Five times people think Ilya is drinking vodka straight from the bottle, and one time he actually does.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.

    Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.

    It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.

    As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.

    Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Angsty with a happy ending