Needles1990
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“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank.
Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck.
He seeks new memories. New… etches.
So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows it’s risky.
But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.”
When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
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Bookmarked by Needles1990
19 Feb 2026
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Shane gets SAed after trying to meet up with someone on Grindr. heartbreaking. Ilya helps him as best he can
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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Bookmarked by Needles1990
18 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya play in Zurich while the MLH is on strike and like together. then they have to go back. heartbreaking, HEA, beautifully characterized
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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Bookmarked by Needles1990
16 Feb 2026
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stunning oneshot kissing scene. emotional, angsty, tender. they don't fuck but it hurts so good
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Shane finds getting himself off boring.
At least, he used to. Before Ilya Rozanov got involved.
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- Part 1 of Buzzer Beater
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Shane isn't used to people touching him. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov.
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Bookmarked by Needles1990
06 Feb 2026
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beautiful touch starved Shane. nice characterization, sexy