Ninithaa



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    Till looked up at him, their feet planted on the ground, as if it belonged there— on something real, something so completely free. Ivan tugged, smiling and raising his brows.

     

     


    Till squeezed his hand and beamed. Ivan’s pupils expanded, and Till couldn’t even see a speck of black within them.

     

     

     


    They started running. Till felt like they were kids again.

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    Till attends his first concert. It doesn’t go as planned.

    Ivan’s hands are on his belt. He is efficient and methodical as he pulls it open, and then he drags Till’s skintight pants down his legs. They’re hard to get off, and Till’s dead weight isn’t helping any, but his legs feel far too heavy to lift up on his own. His whole body feels tired, and it feels like his brain isn’t fully attached to his movements anymore, like he’s trying to use a remote control to make his limbs cooperate.

    “Hyung, wha-” Till murmurs weakly. It’s difficult to keep his eyes open, but he lifts his head to watch as Ivan stands upright. He’s opening his belt with both of his hands, and then his zipper hisses as he drags it down.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    everyone lives (except sua, rest in peace), and till and ivan sort their shit out. sort of.

    aka in which i handle the end of alien stage by hurting my babies and making them suffer.

     

    title from cure!

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    13 Nov 2025

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    A kid is clinging to a crouching man, ugly cries welling out of his throat, face scrunched like dread is too big for his body to hold. Till watches from afar, struck by his resemblance to himself and Ivan, the annoying boy whose features his mind sometimes forgets—the ache his body spreads in numbing curls along his limbs stunning him in place at the harrowing sight.
    He hates that the aliens are cloning them like this, finds it sickening, as if ghosts are still truly haunting him, refusing to let go of the living. But there is comfort in seeing familiar features again—like proof that they existed at all, that he didn’t dream them into being.
    Then the man brushes the kid’s head and straightens, turning slightly toward Till and saying something to a fellow rebel a few steps away, voice brisk, movements efficient-looking even from where Till stands.
    The whole world freezes.

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    What comes out of his mouth ends up being, "Should we kiss?"

    It's only when Till sees the confusion in Ivan's eyes that he realizes Ivan wasn't inside Till's mind and reading his thoughts for the past few minutes. He should probably clarify.

    "Not right now. Just like, in general, you know?"

    While high at a party, Till suggests being friends with benefits to Ivan. Things become complicated when Till's own feelings get involved.

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