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    A lonely Neil lets his therapist bully him into checking out the clinic's support group without too much fuss, but little did he know he wouldn't be checking out the group that day, instead meeting a dramatic hunk of a man who drives a fancy car and forgets to wipe the cream off the corner of his lip. It's only fair that Neil tries to do it for him, right?

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    [Andrew] cannot kill every abuser in the world, though it would be nice. More importantly, he knows that he cannot allow himself to be visibly angry, or upset - it would give the wrong idea. He isn’t angry at Kylie, after all, and refuses to give her even half of an inkling of that idea. But he is still angry, in the way a wounded animal is. It takes more than he thought it would to keep himself from hiding in corners and lashing out.

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    Andrew and Neil foster their first kid, and face how hard it is. It’s a kidfic, you know what you’re getting.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “How did this even happen?” Nicky had asked, arms full of bags from Target that were nearly bursting with four-year-old sized clothing and toys that most of them had never owned when they were children themselves. Neil had watched from the couch, silent and untrusting.

    “No idea,” Andrew had said, and that was that.

    No one knows for how long, no one knows why, no one knows very much of anything, really.

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    In which this is very much a kid fic and Neil is that kid.

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    Neil’s entire body was screaming at him. He could feel himself trembling, trying to balance on his hands. He felt like if he moved his whole body would give out - not unlike their last match against the Raven’s. The difference was that they weren’t facing the Ravens at this very moment.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Fleetingly he thinks of his favourite flavour ice cream, triple choc fudge brownie with caramel bits. The others laugh, or disapprove- in Kevin’s case, they call it an addiction as if they know what it means. And perhaps they do, Andrew thinks of track marks and Aaron yelling obscenities at the bathroom door. But ice cream isn’t an addiction for Andrew, it’s a way of coping. A shitty, sugary mechanism for dopamine and unharmful urges.

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