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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    He's been doubting his life for a long time now, after the second time he lost Kanae to the war, he started thinking if he was even real to begin with, was Kanae a result of his own imagination? Did he want to see Kanae so desperately at those war times that he started seeing other soldiers as Kanae? Was life playing tricks on him? How could his one precious treasure come back and leave again?
    Alexsandll thinks he hallucinated the whole second reincarnation of Kanae after he can't find another Kanae for the passing years into the modern era, after the war ends, he just doesn't go back to the underworld and roams around the earth like a wanderer, after a few years of not finding Kanae, he gives up hope, with no other goals, feeling like he doesn't really know what to do after the world falls into peaceful times.

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    04 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    a collection of music based nowa drabbles i don’t have the energy to turn into full fics. updates whenever a particular part of a song reminds me of them so strongly i need to write about it.

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    04 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Your eyes…”
    Kuzuha glances up from his meal, chopsticks hanging above a particularly delicious cut of meat. Practically raw, just as he liked it.
    Kanae was midway through taking off another piece of meat off the grill when his odd exclamation broke their comfortable silence.

    “What about them?” Kuzuha prompted him when he noticed the way Kanae trailed off, eyes falling demurely from his face towards the table and onto the meat sizzling away between them.

    The noise of the restaurant fading into the background. Even in the yawning silence, there was a warmth- the metaphorical kind unrelated to the grill- in the space between them
    Kanae’s brows furrowed, “Sorry, it’s too random to suddenly bring up.”

    It wasn’t like Kanae to suddenly blurt out a comment and then take it back. Kuzuha couldn’t help but be curious, “Random is fine. Go ahead and ask whatever it was you wanted.”

    The human’s eyes lifted again, making eye contact through his lashes shyly. The expression perplexed Kuzuha momentarily, until the following words contextualised it, “I was going to ask why your eyes are… um… why they have hearts in them?”

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    04 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Kuzuha scrambles to find a gift for Kanae’s birthday but finds himself clueless about what to buy for his partner. Desperate times call for desperate measures, so he contacts an old friend known for their gift-giving tendencies to solve this dilemma together.

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    04 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Inspector Kanae becomes asymptomatic Enforcer Kuzuha's handler and the two got closer as they try to crack a serial killing case but the inspector never expected he would find out his Enforcer's true identity along the way.

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    04 Jul 2025