SarahJeanne
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- Generation Kill (TV) (17)
- Shelter (2007) (17)
- American Idiot - Green Day/Armstrong (8)
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Shut my eyes and all the world drops dead by SarahJeanne
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Apr 2026
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She used to get out of bed; greet Ilya with a hug and a smile. Make him a snack and sit with him at the table while he worked on his homework.
Then the smile stopped reaching her eyes.
Then she stopped getting out of bed.
A glimpse of Ilya’s mental health, as seen through times he has to get out of bed and times he doesn't.
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The realization hits him as soon as he tips over the edge, coming into Eddie's mouth. He drops his hand as the last of his orgasm ripples through him and watches, eyes wide, as Eddie sits back with Buck's come on his lips. Buck sits frozen. Waiting. The plug still buzzes inside him, getting more and more uncomfortable by the second, but he holds himself still.
"Well," Eddie says, wiping his mouth with a napkin from the dinner table, calm and expressionless, "we have a situation now, don't we?"
Buck comes when he's not supposed to and gets punished.
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Buck stands in front of Eddie's door and checks the text one last time.
Come over at 6:00.
Not a question. Not do you want to come over tonight? A request. A demand.One night, Buck and Eddie play.
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Brad and Nate find their way to each other.
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AU: Alicia is having an affair with her campaign manager while running for State's Attorney.
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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24 Apr 2026
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Decisions, Decisions by jewelledfoxes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Apr 2026
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Shane doesn't love making decisions. Ilya does. Isn't that convenient?
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22 Apr 2026
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We Are Never Getting Back Together (Like Ever) (Rose's Version) by MacPherson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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Rose
I will get to the bottom of thisShane
That feels like a threat.Rose
Wait is it ok for me to say bottom
Because you’re so much more than thatShane
ROSE
_________Rose Landry told Shane Hollander she would text him all the time, and she meant it.
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14 Apr 2026
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so burn the bed (i’ll face the wind and fill my head) by sapphic_sprout
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Shane never flinched on the ice. Not at chirps, even when the words other players used hit too close to home. Not at hits, even if his whole body had been flattened to the boards and protested against each movement onwards. Not at the lights overhead, nor the flash of cameras around him. Not at the cheers and boos of the crowd, nor the discordant scream of a whistle blowing. It didn’t fade to the background, didn’t quiet when he had the puck, but he got through it. He lived in it. He made it his home. But that was hockey. That bad was so interwoven with the good of it that Shane could hardly call it that anymore. This…this was a different kind of bad.
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After his talk and breakup with Rose, Shane decided that he wanted to explore his sexuality with someone who wasn’t Ilya for a change. He went to a man’s apartment in Montreal and left feeling different. He wasn’t sure how, or why, or what to call it. All he knew was that it wasn’t good, and that he didn’t want to look at it. Fortunately or unfortunately for him, he had people in his life who wouldn’t let him disappear, no matter how hard he tried.
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12 Apr 2026
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drown yourself in me by probablylily for ironweed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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Ilya slides out of bed. Ignores him. "You want to shower with me?
"You going to get me off?"
Ilya tsks. "See why we have to do this? You are so spoiled. No, I will not get you off. But you can get me off again. If you want."
"Fuck you."
He follows Ilya to the shower anyway.
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Ilya tells Shane to only come when he's told.
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10 Apr 2026