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    Chuuya opens the screen of his phone only to find messages from a dating app he’s pretty sure he deleted. He thinks he deleted it because everyone there looked like shit, assholes, or just weren’t his type. He liked what? Three people? He's genuinely surprised to find out the tall brunet he liked matched with him.

    [Dazai Osamu]: This is a pleasant surprise.
    [Dazai Osamu]: Didn’t think you’d find me attractive.
    [Dazai Osamu]: No wait! Of course you would!! I’m insanely handsome, after all.

    Chuuya stares at the messages for a moment. This Dazai guy sounds like a bastard, but Chuuya has to admit he is insanely handsome. He supposes it won’t hurt to reply.

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    Chuuya meets Dazai through a dating app which leads to them having mind-blowing sex together only for Chuuya to learn the next day that Dazai is, in fucking fact, the Executive of Mori Corporation who’s been overseas for the past three years. But what’s the problem? Well the problem is that Chuuya can’t look Dazai in the eyes. Not after all the things he said, thinking he’d never need to see Osamu again. Honestly, fuck him (Dazai did, multiple times) and his life.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Summer is Chuuya's favourite season, because that's when his parents take him to Naha for school break.

    There's a lot to love about this, of course. Holidays are special, magical, even, for a child. But out of all of the hundreds of fun things he could list about being on holiday here, if Chuuya was asked to pick just one, there's no doubt about what he would say.

    “My best friend Dazai,” he'd gush, mismatched eyes wide with childish glee. “My best friend in the entire, whole wide world! He lives there, in Naha, and I get to see him every summer when we travel there!”
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    Chuuya and Dazai navigating loving each other while living far apart throughout the years, in two parts.

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    05 Dec 2025

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    Nakahara Chuuya doesn’t believe in love.

    That is, at least, until he meets a bandaged boy who tries to pay for coffee with kisses and claims that Chuuya saved his life.
    But Dazai Osamu can’t be seriously in love with him.

    No one needs an Omega who can’t have sex, and Dazai might not be who he says he is.

    [Or: that 🐥!AU where Chuuya works at a coffee shop and his sexual life always got in the way of his relationships, while Dazai hides a secret past.]
    Completed on Twitter.

    Russian translation here.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    “Why don’t you and Dazai work on a choreography together?”

    “It’s a stupid idea,” Dazai whines. “Chibi could never keep up with me.”

    Okay. Maybe Chuuya thinks that dancing together with Dazai is impossible, but what is even more impossible is ignoring this ridiculous taunt.

    They met at fifteen, became a dance duo around six months later, and were the best in the world a year after. Falling apart wasn't in the plan, neither was falling in love.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    Odasaku is a guardian angel sent down to stop Dazai from killing himself, and he figures out the only person keeping Dazai on the right track is his childhood best friend, Chuuya. But Dazai is pushing him away.

    ...Because he’s in love with him.

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    24 Nov 2025