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    Shane wished that he and Ilya had woken up that morning in Saskatchewan in 2008. Before anyone knew who they were. Before they became numbers instead of men. Shane would have kissed him against the rusted sheet metal and the No Smoking sign. He wouldn't have wasted any moment in any timeline. He'd go back again and again, kiss him and beg for forgiveness. And when he had been through every possible iteration, he would find a way to go back, fall to Ilya's feet and beg for forgiveness one more time. Then he would look into a mirror and try to ask for his own. But he hadn’t. And they couldn’t. This was the hand they had been dealt.

    Or: It's January, 2019 and Shane Hollander can see that the world's view of Rozanov is slowly killing the real Ilya. Roger Crowell orders them to be quiet and capitalise off the attention using Shane's golden image, which fans think is being ruined by association. Shane decides there is no better way to free Ilya now than to simply become the biggest PR nightmare the MLH has ever faced. Shane thinks it might even be fun.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    theo @rozstoe
    cliff “I would bang roz if I had to pick a dude” marlow has the biggest crush on rozanov after shane hollander
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    Replying to @rozstoe
    star @starlysmarly
    fr fr . that man looked at cap like a snack before he left us for ottawa and #hollander (i understand you cliff)
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    nina @tittyrozzy
    i think no one can withstand the magical powers of ilya rozanov’s curls n huge cock and his moles and— yall get the point
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    28 Apr 2026

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    “Grigori has never liked that Ilya plays hockey here," Svetlana says. "He has always wanted him to play back in Russia. When he hears about the Ottawa trade, he will be worse than before. You must not let Ilya do this, do you understand?”

    “Would he?” Shane asks.

    “Grigori is dangerous because he is persistent,” Svetlana says. “He wears people down. He makes them small. This is what he did to Ilya’s mama, and he now he does this to Ilya. Ilya can survive it because he is a world away. He will not survive it if Grigori is the only voice in his head all the time.”

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    Or: Grigori Rozanov never develops Alzheimer's. Even from across the globe, he maintains influence over Ilya, his career, and, unknowingly, his relationship.

    Being told that they can't come out makes Shane speed-run being ready to do just that and tell the world that he loves Ilya Rozanov.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane could never forgive himself for asking Ilya that question, "Would you choose me?" The hurt in Ilya's eyes made Shane's insides curl up.
    The anger that he felt towards himself had stopped him from reaching out to Ilya, until he did.
    Until the answering phone calls said that Ilya had been hospitalized, due to bouts of overdrinking.
    And Shane felt his world fall away.
    With all the determination that he had, he decided to bring everything back to Ilya, things that Ilya had lost or given up, for him.
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    5 ways in which Shane Hollander reached out to Ilya's friends, to make him feel not alone
    And the final (1) way in which he proved to be enough, for Ilya.

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    Athos and Porthos are standing with Aramis propped up between them, his arms slung around their shoulders. He seems barely conscious, his head drooping toward his chest, dark curls tumbling down and partially obscuring what she can see is a bloodied face. There's more blood on his shirt, lots of it – far more than could have come from his face and head. d'Artagnan is kneeling in front of the fireplace arranging kindling to get a fire started, but pauses at the sound of Constance's voice, head snapping to look at her. His eyes are wide and frantic.
    "We're going to need candles," he says.
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    Written for Whumptober 2025 day 3, for the prompt 'candlelight'.

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    23 Apr 2026