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Its all Fun and Games (until its not) by SunflowerLesbean
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
26 Jan 2026
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It’s all fun and games until the Protector who always pops right back up again, ready for battle no matter what, falls to the ground.
Steve is always fine, until he’s not. And really we all knew this was coming. It was never really a secret that Steve Harrington would die to protect his kids.
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Eddie’s shaking, his whole body feels like it's boiling from the inside out, nerve endings are blazing, he keeps trying to suck in air but instead of relief it only burns his lungs more. Every breath he takes in, the more he finds he needs.
The blurriness in his eyes is getting worrisome, and he’s infinitely glad this is a straight road, no out of the blue curves, because he’s pretty sure one good swerve would take him and his truck over the edge. All his useless belongings scattering across the expansive plane of the desert that leads him into Arizona, left to either be buried in the sand forever, or be scavenged apart by drivers who will doubtless pass by.
He can see it now; his whole entire meaningless life flashing before his very blurry eyes and for a moment he’s afraid it’s already happened, that the truck has already flipped and he didn’t notice. But then, through the heavy haze, he hears his name. the softest voice that’s dripping in worry.
“Eddie?”
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Eddie finds himself struggling on his drive out to Texas, second-guessing himself and panicking about his choices, and so he does the only thing he knows how to: he calls Buck
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Although El and Will had never officially spoken, outside of the one instance when she found him in the upside down last year, El felt drawn to Will in way she couldn’t explain. The same way she was drawn to Mike. And the same way her thoughts seemed to be drawn to the pretty girl with the long red hair.
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- Part 1 of Two-sided coin.
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"I love you" you say with a shaking voice, you've been saying it for years. Each time meaning it more than the last, meaning it in a different way than she does, because your Maya Hart and you cant let yourself be happy.
You've been trying to tell her how you've felt about her for weeks now, you've said those 3 words that used to terrify you more times in the past month than in the entirety of your friendship.But she still doesn't understand.
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The Protector and the Healer. Two sides of the same coin as the old saying goes.
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Everyone has noticed.
Except for Neil and Todd.Bookmarked by SunflowerLesbean
06 Feb 2026
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whoever you are holding me now in hand by celestial_kitty
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
05 Feb 2026
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Neil Perry was six years old the first time he felt the sting of his father’s cruel words seep like poison into his skin. In a local supermarket in the small town of Wilmington, Vermont that the Perrys called home, the neatly stacked apples on the quaint wooden display were fresh and crisp.
“Rose, what are you doing still holding his hand in public like that? He’s in the first grade now, he ought to start to become more independent. Boys don’t hold their mother’s hands at this age,” he sneered.☆☽☆
Todd Anderson knew all about shame. If there was one feeling that always returned to him like home, year after year as he got older, it was shame. Shame for feeling different. Shame for hardly being able to get a sentence out without stuttering. Shame for being inferior, inferior to Jeffrey.
A mostly canon-compliant DPS story, following the major events of the movie, but focusing more on the inner thoughts of characters (mostly Neil and Todd). Focuses on Neil and Todd's relationship, Todd's issues with anxiety, Neil's issues with depression and not being able to follow his own path.
Bookmarked by SunflowerLesbean
06 Feb 2026
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Tradition, Discipline, Hockey by blackmilkpropaganda
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989), Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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Neil has played hockey his entire life.
He was good. He was really good.Todd has played hockey his entire life.
He was really good. He was incredible.Neil and Todd had a lot in common.
They both hated hockey.
Bookmarked by SunflowerLesbean
06 Feb 2026
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When Mr. Keating asks his students to write a poem about a powerful feeling they’ve truly experienced, Todd panics: he has no idea what he could possibly write about. Lost and frozen in front of the blank page, he ends up searching for inspiration… with Neil.
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06 Feb 2026
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More than anything, Todd knew this one simple fact better than anybody else - eventually, everyone left. He just needed to wait for the other shoe to drop.
Or 7 times Todd thought that the other shoe would drop + 1 time he realized it never would.
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26 Jan 2026