castielafflicted (SystemMalfunction)
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What does John see when he looks at Cas?
Cas doesn’t look like a monster.
But neither does Dean.
John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.
Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.
John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”
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The closer you are to what you want—
Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.
—The more vulnerable you are.
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can’t tell if it’s a threat (that’s when i like you best) by deancaskiss
Fandoms: Deadpool (Movieverse), Deadpool - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Wolverine (Movies), X-Men - All Media Types
09 Aug 2024
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“What’re you laughing at, prick?” Logan hissed, claws slicing through the air and slashing into Wade’s calf muscle.
The pain coiled in Wade’s gut, warping into pleasure as Logan’s claws sunk in further against his flesh. “You,” he hissed out, the sound morphing into a laugh again as he slowly dragged his gaze up and down Logan’s body. “You wanna fuck me so bad it makes you look stupid.”
“Oh do I?” Logan smirked, lip curling up as he stared Wade down.
Licking his lips underneath the mask, Wade let out a low groan. “Enough with the foreplay, Wolvie. If you want it, come and fucking get it.”Bookmarked by castielafflicted (SystemMalfunction)
13 Aug 2024
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If the timeline allowed it, this is what evil Leviathan possessed Castiel and demon Dean would do on a regular bases at the bar.
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29 May 2023
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this one is a lot
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Castiel’s heart stumbles before he can stop it, before he can think about how pathetic that is. To think that every interaction the Swans have proceeds them, that everyone is just waiting to get a glimpse of one of them to fuel their gossip circles for the next three days. Even the invisible shy flutter in his stomach at the thought of the Swans (not the Swans, just one of them, just one single man, but is that any better?) makes Castiel feel like he’s participating in the blatant objectification that he’s uncomfortable just witnessing.
The Swans are only people. This is something that Castiel holds onto. Just people who happen to have a generational curse in their bloodline. And when he interacts with Sam Winchester or Eileen Leahy at his stall, it’s easy. He says hello, they say hello back.
The Swans are just people. And yet, Dean Winchester remains unfathomable.
or the one where the swans are social celebrities, there are different varietals of honey, and dean and cas are both familiar with the concept of loneliness (until they're not)
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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this fic shot me and left me bleeding on the ground.
psalm 40:2: "He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand."