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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    “I was too much and I didn’t want to prove that again.” Dan finally said, pulling his arms closer to himself.

    “You weren’t too much Dan.” Phil sighed, sinking down to the floor again, trying to have Dan look at him.

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    Dan and Phil broke up a few months ago, What happens when they meet again at a gathering hosted by their friend?

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    31 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    When I need to cry and laugh at the same time 😭❤️

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    It’s 1983 and Every Breath You Take by The Police is permeating the summer air through every Londoner’s wireless. Hairstyles are growing bigger by the day, and shoulder padded yuppies swarm the inner-city streets like polyester clad ants with impressive amounts of disposable income.

    And Phil Lester is terrified.

    Being gay in today’s world isn’t just dangerous, it’s deadly.

    His lesbian best friend acts as his beard around his Northern parents, but the lie they had kept up for the past few years was wearing thin with no marriage on the horizon.

    In a fog of desperate loneliness one warm evening, he steps out to visit the gay bar he used to frequent. He’s there to look, not touch.

    But his steadfast rules are swiftly shaken when he comes across a stunning dark-haired man with sparkling eyes and cherubic dimples.

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    31 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    MY TWO SCARED SWEET BABIES FROM THE '80s 😩❤️

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    It was then that Merlin heard a Laugh. Chills prickled down his spine, and his heart stopped. It actually stopped in his chest – or skipped a beat... or five – because he felt it stutter back to life and pound like charging horses at the sound, because he knew that laugh. He knew it like he knew the gentle squeeze of Gaius’s hand on his shoulder, the loving press of his mother’s lips to his brow, and the ever-present whisper of magic along his fingertips.

    The sun had disappeared the day Arthur died, exactly four months ago, and never returned. They called it: The Grey.

    A tale of loss, supernatural meddling, time travel, hidden identities, and love.

    (Not Season 5 compliant.)

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    30 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I may have to think about finishing this one, but I don't know if I have the strength...😩

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Merlin struggles to cope with Arthur's death as he awaits his king's return.

    When Arthur finally does, he's faced with the task of picking up the pieces of his broken manservant.

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    30 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Saving this for....reasons 👀❤️

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Merlin can’t remember the last time he’s locked his bedroom door, if ever. But he chooses not to think about it. He merely sulks his way back to his bed, taking a moment to contemplate taking off his trousers and tunic from the night before. He decides not to think about that either.

    Instead, he decides not to think at all. He just falls back into his bed, covers up his body more so in shame than for warmth, and closes his eyes.

     

    Basically Merlin is sexually assaulted and this story follows how he and everyone else deals with it.

    Spoiler alert: THEY DON'T HANDLE IT WELL.

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    30 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so well written, I cannot WAIT for more! 😍