ToMyNthLove



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    “I can't believe you snuck out again. I only just returned and suddenly I'm hearing whispers everywhere in the castle that you've disappeared from your chambers!”

    “Quiet,” he slaps a hand over her mouth, looking around in alarm. He quickly snatches it back when she licks it. Urgh. She always did this. “Khaslana has sharp ears.”

    Cipher huffs, stretching until she's leaning against him, and Mydei has to brace a hand on the ground to keep his balance. “Tsk tsk. This isn't the way to get the attention of someone you fancy, you know! Especially someone at least six years older than you are!”

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    mydeimos is the crown prince of castrum kremnos. he’s nearly twenty-one, about to be crowned king, and his life is falling apart at the seams. his own father loathes him, their opposing ideals and the threat of war driving them even further apart.

    khaslana is his knight who swore to protect him. he’s competent, handsome, and also years older than he is. mydei just might be in love with him.

    everything is fine. except it isn’t.

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    26 May 2026

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    Phainon sighs. She sounds awestruck, almost disbelieving.

    “I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing that,” she says, hiding a little giggle with a kiss to Mydei’s sternum. “I get to be your wife a full three weeks before I thought I would.”

    Mydei’s chest seizes and she feels herself flush. She’d expected Phianon’s giddy acceptance of their Kremnoan marriage to be calming, comforting, but instead the words are entirely too much to handle. For her to be so excited about her status as wife makes Mydei go light headed; she feels like her heart is swelling, growing too big for her ribs and crowding out her lungs. Phainon is her wife. They’re really married.

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    As Phainon frets over how to recreate an Elysian wedding, it comes time for Mydei to finally admit that in the eyes of Kremnoan tradition, the two of them have already been married for several years. After the initial shock wears off, Phainon decides there is only one way to make it up to her wife that they never got a true wedding night.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    He studies the flower arrangement again. It reads less like a declaration and more like a question. I remember. I was confused. What I feel is still here. Can we start over?

    Is that intentional? Or is he doing what he always does—finding meaning because he wants there to be one?

    Mydei looks at the photo again, at the small, lopsided sad face squeezed into the corner of the note.

    Mydei, pls unblock me :(

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    Hyacine stared at him, her mouth slightly open. “What does this… You don’t know?”

    Mydei furrowed his brows. “Know what?”

    Phainon fidgeted in his place, looking between Hyacine and Mydei in worry. “Is there something wrong with his health? How serious is it?”

    “Pretty serious and it’s not ‘wrong’ exactly but,” she looked down at her notes, her brows furrowing in concern. “Lord Mydei,” she raised her head, looking slightly bewildered. “You’re pregnant. You’re telling me you didn’t know?”

    Mydei gets hurt, finds out he's pregnant and panics. Phainon is losing his mind in the background. All in that order.

    a phaidei pregnancy reveal story. written for pregdei week day 1

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Perdikkas comes into view, stepping closer to blink down at Phainon and Mydei on the ground. “You’re all here?”

    Ptolemy scoffs, kicking lightly at the dirt. “Guess who has the extraordinary pleasure of being assigned the babysitting duty to the dumbass trio over here?” He rolls his eyes with a sharp sigh. “Not Peucesta, clearly. Lucky bastard.”

    “Don’t lump me in with them,” Hephaestion protests. Ridiculous. Everyone knows who instigates the fights just as often as Phainon and Mydei.

    “We don’t need babysitting,” Phainon says at the same time, words muffled as Mydei’s hand smashes his head into the ground, resuming their fight now that Ptolemy is distracted. Phainon almost bites down on the dirt by accident.

     

    or; Phainon finds Mydei drifting at the Sea of Souls after Aedes Elysiae is destroyed. Pulling the other kid out of the water might be the best decision of his life

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