ToonyEvan



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    When Ivan finally speaks, his voice is quieter than Till has heard it before. “Is that all you’ve got? Pathetic.”

    The second and third strikes land with a startling crack of sound. Ivan’s head turns with the impact, the sharp sound of skin-on-skin breaking through the silence. When Ivan drags his gaze back to Till’s, something jolts low in Till’s gut. Tears cling to Ivan’s lower lashes. Both of his hands are on Till’s wrist now, gripping tight — not pushing him away. Not trying to pry Till’s grip off his neck. Clinging to a lifeline. His hands are shaking. His whole body is shaking. He’s leaning forward, pressing his own throat into Till’s grasp.

    till attends a prestigious conservatoire. he hates everyone there, but he hates ivan most of all. ivan doesn't know when to stop running his mouth. till knows exactly how to shut him up.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    emo till and goth ivan. sirok suggested this. i had to post for readability heh.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “I was there, you were there, we both know it happened, so why the fuck are you doing this to me?!”

    Ivan’s expression was equal parts sheepish yet arrogant, like the knowing look of a dog who kept inching closer to eat from your plate after you’ve already told it to stop.

    The unending silence in their apartment was deafening. Every time Ivan fumbled, Till only lost more faith in their relationship. Come to think of it, even the things Ivan did do right never seemed to be enough for him either. Dying to know why and sick of their mental health clashing, Ivan is forced to gather up enough courage to bridge an impossible gap.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "Wh—hey!" Stolas yelps, watching as Blitzø takes a long gulp of his drink.

    "Hmm, that's not half bad," he says, sliding the empty glass down the bar toward Husk. "What? I can get you another one," he says as Stolas stares from him to the empty glass.

    "I—that is hardly—you have your own!" Stolas stammers, gesturing at Blitzø's glass.

    "Yeah, it's empty. See?" Blitzø holds up the empty glass for inspection. "You want to try one of mine, or you want more of whatever Husk mixed special for you?" He wiggles his eyebrows again, for emphasis.

    Stolas can't stop thinking about the fact that Blitzø's mouth was on the same glass that his was on, and he doesn't seem to care at all. Stolas, on the other hand, is having a very hard time thinking about anything else.

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    Human AU. Stolas stumbles across a post on the internet, learns some things, and decides to divorce Stella early, before Octavia turns 5.

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    Farmer is a city-slicker; an ex-sex worker; an affable doofus.
    They’re trying to live off the land with zero agricultural experience and a so-so sense of self worth. They’re a shy, well-meaning, often fumbling wreck of nerves and contradictions.
    They just wanted the freedom of a fresh start.
    And Farmer doesn't know it, but the Valley, and the beings protecting it, have been missing them for a very, very long time.
    Farmer won’t be fully free, though, until they expose the hidden stalker who ran them out of Zuzu in the first place. Someone who thinks Farmer owes them their body, their life, and their death.
    But even that will have to wait until after Farmer learns to master the dormant, ancient power that returning to the Valley unlocked deep within them…

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    22 Jan 2026