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The words filled him with such wonder, and yet he couldn’t help but dwell upon a passing comment someone had made during his unexpected breakdown: I heard quite a lot of soldiers came back not quite right.
Mental wounds aside, he didn’t come back right, did he? His physical condition, both its accursed drawbacks and sinister boons. The vast distance he began to feel from other people. Then the one glaring exception to that, when Lainie had first opened the door to him, and he had both instantly recognised her and had his perception of her forever shifted… objectively for the worse. He wasn’t wilfully ignorant, he knew he wasn’t supposed to covet his own sister, and that to act upon that desire was reprehensible. It wasn’t just that he came back not quite right, he came back wrong, and wicked, and sinful. And he knew that.
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Brothers and sisters could play at marriage, Kier had told Lainie. But not what happened when playtime was over.
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- Part 4 of My Brother the Vampire
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- English
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- 58,513
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23 Feb 2026
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darling heart, i loved you from the start (but that's no excuse for the state i'm in) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
22 May 2019
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“I thought you’d make a terrible Nazi but turns out you’d make a terrifying one instead.”
The year is 2012. Loki has vanished with the Tesseract, and Manhattan is a blazing wreck. A very tired Steve Rogers goes home and meets another very tired Steve Rogers.
Or, the one where Steve saves the mind stone for last and decides to fuck the timeline beyond all recognition, which regrettably involves crawling delicately up Hydra's asshole and less regrettably involves showering a very confused Bucky Barnes with affection.
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- English
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- 19,727
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- 1/1
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- 5
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- 453
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21 Jan 2026
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All of Heaven in a Rage by Jtargaryen18 (snowqueen79), snowqueen79
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Dec 2019
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This one is a request and under a pseud for a different type of story than what I usually write. This is a dark tale that takes place after the Infinity War but before Avengers 4. Steve Rogers has lost most of those he had left to the snap and loneliness is battle he's losing. What starts out as an honest intention to help a girl who has caught his eye in daily life becomes a dangerous obsession where the lines of what's real and what's fantasy are blurred.
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- Part 1 of Innocence
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- English
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- 161,245
- Chapters:
- 34/34
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- 1
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- 1,463
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04 Jan 2026
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My fingers came up and gently trailed along the black marker marring my skin. My eyes lowered. It wasn’t the large, black, boldly displayed letters that spelled out the word WHORE across my chest that had me truly crippled with fear in that moment, but the letters printed beneath them, below my belly, across my lower abdomen… large, menacing... a word with more far reaching implications than the simple derogatory insult someone who would drug and rape a woman might throw at them. No, this was far more unsettling, far more frightening. Drawn across my lower bellow, just above the neatly groomed curls nestled between my legs, written in black maker, in capital letters, was the word MINE.
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- 375,956
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- 44/45
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30 Sep 2024
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“In my humble opinion there’s only three things that men should be and that is bloody, slutty, and pathetic.” And, on a good day, Draco Malfoy can be all three.
When war heroine Hermione Granger and Azkaban-tattooed war criminal Draco Malfoy are forced to wed as part of Shacklebolt’s controversial Reconciliation Act, they openly fight the match and each other—their public brawls breathlessly reported by the press.
Secretly, a deeply traumatized Draco delights in Hermione’s attention and pines for a real marriage with her—even as her forced proximity to the Black family magic irritates the cursed scar Bellatrix left on her arm, reminding her why she can never truly trust or forgive him. Then Hermione discovers that Draco’s blood will soothe the scar . . . and Draco is willing to trade his blood for her body.
(With post-war blood purity politics, black market potioneers, Pansy Parkinson’s career advice, the Malfoys blackmailing Hermione’s Wizengamot opposition, BDE Neville Longbottom hunting Death Eaters, a slutty Theo Nott serving as Draco’s right-hand man, and Crookshanks loose in Malfoy Manor.)
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- Part 1 of THE BLOODY, SLUTTY, AND PATHETIC SERIES
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- English
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- 195,969
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- 21/21
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02 Jun 2024
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When Harry decided to raise Tom Riddle as his son, he never could've imagined, one day, that the demon would want him. He never could've imagined his child growing to be a monster.
Lord, save him.
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- 2/2
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18 Jan 2024
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Draco and Hermione are partners in the Order of the Phoenix.
As they stay in Shell Cottage, they grow closer… in ways Hermione is not always aware of.
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22 Oct 2023
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This is the fic I've been referring to as "the horrible boxfic."
Hydra wins and Steve gets put into a put into a sex vending machine in the Strike team locker room.
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25 Sep 2023
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Tied Down by kinanabinks
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
04 Aug 2022
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In 80s Hollywood, your agent Steve only gets you small roles because he doesn't want to lose you - but when a big offer from Bucky "Big Daddy" Barnes comes your way, Steve needs to remind you who you belong to.
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07 Aug 2023
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dripped heavy like warm honey by witch_of_the_sea
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Jan 2023
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you wake to the needy groping of steve rogers and though, at first, you want to cling to sleep, you quickly warm to the idea of morning sex with your boyfriend.
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06 Aug 2023
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Fairy!Jinyoung's sex pollen (mis)adventures.
(In short: the GOT7 tag had no sex pollen, so here's 14k of it.)
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28 Jul 2023
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my soul and my youth (it’s all for you to use) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
21 Apr 2021
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He waits until Bucky’s got a happy mouthful of eggs and toast.
“I want to fuck you when you’re asleep.”
Bucky has too much control over himself to spit out his food, no matter how startled, and he’s too well mannered thanks to Winnifred Barnes’ loving supervision to talk with his mouth full, both of which were what Steve was banking on. Plus, it’s fascinating to watch Bucky’s eyes bug out and then narrow. No other man can chew so slowly while radiating not-necessarily-friendly intent.
Steve smiles his sweetest smile, and Bucky’s eyes narrow further, until they’re luminous blue slits.
He swallows.
Steve helplessly tracks the bob of his throat and drags his eyes back up to Bucky’s.
“Steven Grant,” Bucky says, tone somewhere between amusement and admonishment. “Way to spring that on a guy.”
“I’m communicating!”
“You’re an asshole is what you are.”
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Steve, Bucky, and a never-ending quest to crawl into each other’s flesh.- Language:
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- 245
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20 Jun 2022
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02 Apr 2022
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Mr. Self Destruct by Defiler_Wyrm for seinmit
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
31 Dec 2019
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He's not sure if Hydra put this hunger in him, or if he's always been like this, but the Winter Soldier (mission alias: James "Bucky" Barnes) has a need he must fulfill—whether it be in the back room of a club or in his room with a marvelous Machine—in spite of the terrible memories that tend to take over in the moment. He'd really prefer it if his handler, Captain Rogers, would step up to the plate to feed him...and given the chance, "Bucky" will do anything he can to have it that way.
Or: Bucky is addicted to dick but often suffers flashbacks when getting his fix; strangers, Tony, and Steve all help out in different ways.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,164
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 63
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- 660
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- 139
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- 15,256
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20 Feb 2022
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His Omega Son by lordeofstucky
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel
31 Jul 2023
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All Commander High Alpha Rogers has ever wanted was loyalty and love. In a world of rebels and false loyalists to the Nation, he could trust no one, marry no one, and love no one.
That only left one answer.
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- Part 2 of Dark Steve Rogers Fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,135
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 288
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- 1,381
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26 Oct 2021
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18 Jun 2021
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Song of the Rolling Earth by the1918
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
23 Mar 2021
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The AU Farmer Daddy Steve and Bucky story.
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06 Jun 2021
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Bespoke by the1918
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Dec 2020
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“I love you, too. So fucking much,” Steve answered. His voice sounded cracked and exhausted, an exposed nerve ending in the shape of a man. “Some days I still don’t believe you’re real. Feels— feels like somehow, I’ve always loved you. Even when I didn’t know you.”
Bucky smiled softly at that and felt his heart threaten to explode. Still straddling his lap, he reached a hand up to cup Steve’s cheek.
“You’ve always known me,” he stated, simply. “I was made for you, remember?”
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Sequel to Compatible, a Shrunkyclunks A/B/O love story.Series
- Part 2 of Compatible
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 107,326
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 666
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- 1,785
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- 333
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06 Jun 2021
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Ninety-Nine Problems by lordeofstucky
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Jul 2020
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After discovering something horrifying about his future, Omega Bucky runs as far away from home that he can.
That is, until he crashes into a ditch and flies straight into the arms of the hottie Alpha named Steve who rescues him.
**(4/2023- Fic is currently being re-edited for publishing purposes. Reach out on Tumblr @lordeofstucky for original copy)**
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,680
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 242
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- 1,842
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- 423
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- 39,143
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11 May 2021
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On the cover of Alpha's Health by Jerana
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Oct 2020
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After the serum, Steve is convinced no Alpha would ever want him again. Instead of small and delicate, he looks like an Alpha, with broad shoulders and too many muscles. When he meets Bucky, a photographer for Alpha’s Health, there’s no way the man could be interested in him, especially with the way Steve’s bulky body looks in lingerie. But why is Bucky constantly staring at him?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,352
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 286
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- 1,653
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- 372
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Bookmarked by TransparentWeepingStudent
10 May 2021