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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    "we have to go"
    "i can't, he won't let me leave"

     
    after escaping the fairchild mansion, miles must confront his feelings.
    or in other words, they actually did escape the mansion but miles isn't free from his past.
    (please ignore spelling mistakes and typos)

    tw: panic attacks/nervous breakdowns and talk of past sexual abuse. but I tried to keep it as chill as possible.

    < edit : sorry… I kind of abandoned this for a while… I didn’t feel like the right person to write Miles’s trauma in the way that I’d intended to. I think I went too head on and even though I did a lot of research, I don’t have any of my own experience to feel right writing it. I definitely bit off more than I could chew and it went much darker than I’d anticipated. Know that I went into this project with full intentions to actually finish it, and I almost did. I did just recently revisit my unposted chapters and it really was way too much, so I reimagined the way I was going to approach that topic. I hope to get more chapters out soon! … thank you so much to everyone who has read it and stuck with it for the journey. <3 >

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    27 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    “You don’t care about anybody but yourself. But can’t you for once think about me? Jesus, Mike, you’re so selfish.”

    Mikes words dissolved on his tongue, swallowing back the hurt noise that almost escaped.

    crack.

    the sound echos somewhere deep inside. his chest ached with something he couldn't name. something he never gave himself a chance to even recognise.

    he thinks his heart cracked.

    Or

    5 times Mike wheelers heart cracked before breaking (title drop omg!!!!)

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    07 Jan 2026

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    "Sometimes, I think about you on top of me," Will says slowly, tracing Mike’s knuckles with his thumb. "And sometimes I think about me on top of you."

    Mike says, "Oh." Then nothing else.

    "Um," Will says. "Your turn."

    "I—uh." Mike is looking down. Can’t look at Will. "I mostly think about. You. Um, on top of me."

    Will’s mind goes completely, sparklingly blank.

    OR: Will puts on a little muscle for the apocalypse, and Mike is normal about it.

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    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Trauma is a complicated thing.

    While some people can acknowledge what they’ve been through and move on with time, others enter a cycle that they cannot seem to escape from. Some even go out of their way to recreate the trauma in hopes that they’ll understand it somehow.

    Not only is it a confusing, scary time, but it can be even worse if one doesn’t even remember what they went through. After all, the unknown is a terrifying concept.”

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    This is a story of healing. Recovery is not a linear process, and Chuuya Nakahara is about to understand that for himself - as uncomfortable as it is.

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    19 Jan 2024

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    17+

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    "I said, what's your name?"

    Dazai snaps to attention to see that Chuuya is staring right at him, and suddenly his mouth feels like sandpaper.

    Jesus. Who has eyes like that?!

    “Ozai—"

    “Huh?”

    “Dazoo—"

    “I’m sorry, what?”

    “Dazai Osamu.”

    Sometimes--the worst introductions can last a lifetime.

    (High school AU, slice of life, growing up together.)

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    12 Dec 2023

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