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    When Ilya Rosanov's father discovers his teenage son's secret, his fury leads to a devastating outcome: Ilya forced into a life of suffering and abuse.

    Instead of achieving his dream of playing in the MLH, Ilya ends up a sex worker in Montreal, just trying to survive.

    There, he encounters Shane Hollander, the "golden boy" of hockey, a once in a generation talent who secretly struggles with the isolation of success.

    Can these two men navigate their vastly different worlds? Will lies and secrecy catch up to them, or will they find a way to come together against the odds?

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    26 Apr 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    26 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    Five years ago, Ilya and Shane were building something fragile, pieced together from long days, small comforts, and a future they believed they still had time for. Until it ended.

    Now Ilya has climbed the ranks of the mafia, commands a region of his own, and knows better than to show weakness in rooms full of dangerous men.

    Then someone else walks in, with Shane at his side. He is polished, untouchable, and no longer Ilya’s.

    Shane says he left because it didn’t work out.

    Ilya knows he’s lying.

     

    Or: A mafia reunion fic about old debts, quiet sacrifices, dangerous men, and a love that endures, even when there is nowhere left for it to be safe.

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    24 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ilya woke to screams.
    “Fire! I can see fire!”
    Disoriented, he looked out the window. Smoke. Thick and rising fast. The plane began to shake violently.
    Fuck.
    Am I going to die?
    Then another thought hit, sharper, worse What about Shane?

    Everything inside Shane collapsed.
    The air left his lungs.
    The world blurred.
    Hayden was saying something, his hands on Shane’s shoulders, but Shane couldn’t hear him.
    Only one thought remained:
    Ilya. Please. Please be okay. Please...

     

    Or an alternative timeline where Ilyas plain crash was a lot more serious. And Shane just wants his Ilya back.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Back in his apartment, post-game haze thick, heat triggered early by a certain alpha, Shane does something he’s never done. He opens the league app, finds the anonymous heat assistance sign-up sheet, and posts.

    Emergency heat. Unbonded omega. One night only. No claiming. No media. Discretion required. Address in DM.

    He hits submit before he can overthink it.

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    20 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 55

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    There is no correct order of reading.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane invites Hayden for a relaxing game night at his house.
    Everyone is having fun, but Hayden and Ilya cannot stop bickering. Shane thinks he knows why and dares them to arm-wrestle to stop them from arguing. Winner gets to boss the other one around for the evening.
    What follows is messy and irresistible!

    Dom Ilya / Sub Hayden focus with Shane happily watching them.

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    12 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ilya and Shane have been vampires for a thousand years, always finding their way back together. They have seen and experienced so much. Is it enough, or does this love story have an ending?

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    12 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 24

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    Presumed beta Ilya Rozanov unexpectedly goes into his first heat at age seventeen, forcing him into a life of hiding in order to be able to play the sport he’d built his life around; the sport that could be his ticket out of Russia and away from his family that hates him. When he meets the Canadian draft favorite, beta Shane Hollander, Ilya assumes that the only obstacles this Hollander guy will be able to throw at him will be dealt with on the ice. But the two rivals find themselves inexplicably drawn to one another, both on and off the ice, entering into a dangerous game of attraction and secrets that neither of them ever expected to play, and one that neither will ever be able to forfeit.

    TW: suicidal thoughts/ideation

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    12 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ilya has a panic attack after dreaming about his mother. Comfort and smut ensue.

    Inspired by missydesu_'s fanart of Shane meeting Ilya's mother on instagram!

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Shane wants to know why Ilya is so opposed to any sort of anal play for himself, what he discovers will change everything

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    07 Apr 2026

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    He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”

    The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.

    “What do you mean, not waking up?”

    “I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.

    “And then what?”

    He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”

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    Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    After the events on the roof in Vegas, Shane finds himself wandering the streets and ends up at a bar where he later becomes the victim of sexual assault.

    "Something is wrong with Shane Hollander.

    He no longer returns Ilya’s texts, not even to tell him to fuck off. Over the summer, Ilya thinks this is about Vegas. Thinks maybe he somehow pushed Hollander too far that night. The look on Shane’s face was anger, but Ilya had seen the terror below it too. He understood that terror.

    It’s the pre-season when Ilya realizes something else is going on. The charming, bright-eyed golden boy is no longer present in interviews. Hollander answers questions like he’s a wooden man reading from a book. No fire, no passion, no personality, no smile. He is a dense brick. The light of him has gone out and Ilya clocks is immediately."

    This will follow Shane's path of recovery from unimaginable violence through his eyes, Ilya's eyes, and those of close friends and family.

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    07 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ilya notices something is wrong. Shane's drink, almost empty, sits collecting condensation with no sign of the man meant to be drinking it around. Where was his omega, his mate?

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    *the archive warning is not for anything between ilya/shane, please be mindful of tags.

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    07 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 30

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    Grigory spat on the polished marble floor, the saliva landing dangerously close to Ilya's shoe. For the first time in all the years Shane had known him, Ilya looked teary-eyed, like a beaten puppy caught in a storm.

    Grigory added, "Your mother would be so disappointed."

    And then, the unexpected happened. Shane spoke.

    "You heard me. How dare you? Your son is one of the best, if not the best, players in the world. Russia lost because that team is shit. They are shit, and he is the only one who could even score for the whole country. You should be proud that he was the only bright spot in this Olympics for the whole country. I would be. And, honestly, I am. I'm proud of him. I like playing against him on the ice. He makes me better. You need to leave him alone."
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    Or: Five times Shane Hollander was brave after meeting Ilya Rozanov. Plus, the one time Ilya had to be brave for Shane.

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    07 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 78

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    What if Shane’s eating habits weren't just habits?

    What if Shane started to hate his body?

    What if his ‘clean’ eating was something more?

    What if Shane’s need for control became dangerous?

    What if Shane really did have an eating disorder?

    What if Ilya started to notice.

    Set at the beginning of 'The Long Game', Shane's eating and exercise regime begin to pierce deeper than people realise, and his 'clean' eating habits are turning dangerous. Ilya slowly uncovers the truth piece by piece when he realises the toll it's taking, and he's not the only one who notices. It's heart breaking, but it's a story of recovery—yes, it ends happily—proving that with the right love and support around you, recovery is always possible.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are having a quiet evening when their night turns into a nightmare. Home invasion, violence, and desperate survival test how far they’ll go to protect each other.

    Takes place after their relationship is discovered but before marriage.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    01 Apr 2026

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    "I know." Ilya put his hand on the back of Shane's neck, squeezed once, and left it there. "Practice is not until ten. Relax."
    "I'm relaxed."
    "You are never relaxed. But I love you anyway."


    "What's that?" Shane pointed to a small rectangle Nik had drawn off the back of the house.
    "Papa's pool."
    "We don't have a pool."
    "I know. That's why I wrote 'not real.'"


    Shane and Ilya play for the Centaurs and raise twin boys in Ottawa. They built something extraordinary under impossible conditions. Extraordinary is the easy part. Ordinary is where things get missed.

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    Chapters:
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    01 Apr 2026

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    For a second, Ilya think he might have blacked out or misheard through the nervous flow of words. But when Shane finally meets his eyes, they are begging him to respond. Ilya swallows thickly.

    “You… you want me to fuck you? Why?”

    Shane is a nervous mess again. “I mean, it’s just an idea but…” he sighs again, seemingly hyping himself up to be brave. “I know you have experience with… men. So you could like, show me how to do stuff. And I trust you, of course. So, I wouldn’t be as nervous. And you already know that I’m a virgin, so you wouldn’t, yknow, be weirded out. It would be more casual.”

    Casual. Rightttttt.

    Or : Ilya has been in love with his best friend since they were teenagers. When Shane finally comes to terms with his sexuality, he turns to Ilya to be his first time. Ilya could never refuse.

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    Comments:
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    01 Apr 2026

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    Ilya is not the kind of person who gets attached to people he pays.

    Unfortunately, Shane exists.

    Or: debt-ridden escort Shane keeps taking worse clients. Ilya is one of them, and he develops a deeply inconvenient crush about it.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    2,500
    Bookmarks:
    639
    Hits:
    43,849

    01 Apr 2026

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