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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    He reached out, his hand hovering in the air for a second, before he gently, hesitantly, placed it on Seungmin's shoulder. The touch was light, a question, not an answer.

    "We need to fix this," Chan said, his voice low and earnest. "We have to. We can't… we can't go on like this."

    "I know," Seungmin whispered.

    Chan’s fingers tightened slightly on his shoulder. "I missed you, Seungmin-ah. I miss my friend."

    Seungmin missed him, too. He missed him so much it was a physical ache.

    "I missed you too, hyung," he choked out.

    After Chan starts dating someone else, Seungmin does what he does best: swallows it down and pretends he’s fine. But Chan has never been good at letting him go quietly.

    It wasn’t supposed to be unrequited. It wasn’t supposed to hurt like this.

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    27 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Seungmin had always been the type to plan things out to the most minor detail. And then he met Changbin, the alpha seeming to have a way of making Seungmin forget all about his plan and just go with the flow. It's no different when he gets pregnant much sooner than either of them expected.

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    23 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Seungmin is good at keeping it together.
    Letting himself be taken care of is harder than it should be.

    Then there’s Chan — and his pack.

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    One would think that Beta's never had to deal with any problems in today's society.

    They could blend in well, and none of the wiser would bother them. Because they were considered someone who had their shit together.

    Someone who had control of their emotions. Their mental capacity is bigger than that of any other. Somebody who's strong-willed.

    But sometimes, when living in a pack. Those suppressions slowly wear off. And Seungmin is slowly finding out inside himself what his problem consists of.

     

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    Crippling self-doubt, pessimistic, and always acting strong, Seungmin, versus the unconditional love he's always ached for.

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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    He has another reason for loving the job, but one that he keeps largely to himself.

    Seungmin also very much enjoys watching the men on campus lift and push heavy things, watching them sweat and pant, emerge from the showers with wet hair, warm soft skin, tired and smelling good, smiling at Seungmin on their way out. That part doesn’t go unappreciated.

    Kim Seungmin is an insomniac that works the late shift at the front desk of his campus' gym. Seo Changbin is a transfer student, frequent gym attendee, and already friends with all of Seungmin's friends before he can do anything about it.

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    14 Feb 2026