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Sam heads home from the Akron pie fest. But this time Dean comes home too. Ya know, the way it should have been.
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- Part 39 of Misc. Drabbles
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an extra semi-canon compliant scene from 15x20
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- Part 38 of Misc. Drabbles
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In which, the warding holds just a few moments longer.
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- Part 37 of Misc. Drabbles
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goodbye isn't the end, it's only the beginning by beefcakemish
Fandoms: Supernatural RPF
13 Sep 2020
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My idea of a conversation that might have taken place after the last day of filming.
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- Part 36 of Misc. Drabbles
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Jared, Jensen, and Misha head back to the hotel after a long day of photoshoots for Entertainment Weekly.
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- Part 35 of Misc. Drabbles
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“Why are you out here alone?” Ilya asks. “Who left you here?”
Hesitantly, Shane’s eyes cast up at the apartment building. Ilya follows his gaze, confused.
“I’m sorry,” Shane says softly, “I went home with someone.”
Ilya’s head snaps in his direction. “What?”
-an episode 4 au where shane goes home with the bartender instead of rose, and it goes very, very poorly-
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i clutched your arms (like stairway railings). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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He was alone because Ilya had left because Ilya always had to leave. [...] He felt horrible. Ilya had left. Maybe Shane hadn’t been good enough? No, he would’ve left anyway. He always left.
But maybe he would’ve stayed a little longer if Shane had been better? Maybe if he’d been better, used more of those tricks he’d been trying to learn, he wouldn’t have left so soon. Maybe he would’ve wanted to stay like Shane wanted him to stay. Would’ve wanted to hold him like Shane wanted to ask him to do. Maybe Shane wouldn’t be trapped in this cavernous space between worlds, feeling like he was free-falling, searching for the path out of this emptiness.
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Shane experiences sub-drop for the first time. Ilya holds him through it.
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15 Mar 2026
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It was two rings and then his thick accent and smooth voice washed over Shane like a slow molasses. “Hollander,” Rozanov sighed. “It is late. I thought you had date, no?”
“I fucked up,” Shane whispered biting back a sob.
Shane drops after he sleeps with someone that's not Ilya, so naturally he calls Ilya to take care of him.
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07 Mar 2026
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of Blushing Pilgrims by apurpleoakleaf
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
14 May 2025
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As they lay on the bed, movie playing on the laptop in front of them, he can feel Nick's distracted gaze staring at him.
Charlie gives him a sideways glance.
"What are you thinking about?"
"How pretty you'd look sucking my dick." Nick says absently.
Charlie chokes on his sip of water. Nick sits bolt upright, somehow going both very pale and very red at the same time. Charlie waves off his boyfriend's frantic concern as he coughs and tries desperately not to burst into laughter at the expression on Nick's face.
"Well that was forward." He teases, once he's caught his breath.
Nick looks mortified, burying his face in his hands with a groan.
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