belldebubs

"You always have a choice". One of my fav Dean quotes. I wanted to be apart of #AKF, as well as get more merch from the show, and I think this fits in both quite nicely



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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Alastor and Vox have been, for some reason unknown to the both of them, having sex for the past few months. It always begins and ends the same way: they grind against each other, whether in each other’s laps or with one of them bent over the nearest surface, then Vox comes and they go on their merry way. This arrangement, in spite of the several obvious reasons why it shouldn’t, works. Both of them are generally happy by the end, and they each get what they want: Vox the chance to come within twenty feet of his object of obsession, and Alastor the ability to look at his old friend and see the desperation in his eyes as he ruts to completion.

    This is how their unspoken agreement works, and how Alastor would describe it to another person if he was tortured into doing such a thing.

    The only problem is.

    Alastor.

    Might actually want to get off.

    Alastor has been avoiding Vox's attempts at getting him off for months on the grounds that he isn't hard; which has worked wonderfully given his particular anatomy doesn't allow him to be. He is however, beginning to see a slight problem.

    He may be more interested in sex than he previously thought.

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    17 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Alastor has forever been used to a certain nuisance of an alpha circling him at a distance like a shark every time he goes into heat—or perhaps like a lonely puppy, begging for scraps. But the man reeks of insecurity and alpha pheromones, and Alastor has no patience nor need for alphas. It has been a long time since he has cared for such overbearing company.

    Until, as it turns out, he learns that Vox is not an alpha at all.

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    16 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    Alastor is a serial killer, a cannibal, a man who's earned his place in Hell several times over.

    He's also never had sex.

    So when Alastor decides he wants to try, Vox—willing and stupidly in love with him—follows his lead.

    Not out of obligation. Not even out of desire, exactly. But out of curiosity.

    And because it's Vox.

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    16 Dec 2025

  4. Rec *

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    "Vox loved telling him about his favorite movies and, on occasion, subjecting him to them as if he were initiating Alastor into some sacred rite. He especially doted on his Marilyn Monroe—could go positively breathless talking about her. And that evening, Alastor had been just drunk enough to indulge him, wearing the faintest smirk as if he were doing the poor boy a tremendous favor."

    or: Vox and Alastor bond over classic films in ways neither of them strictly planned.

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    25 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    “You always do that,” he whispered.
    “Do what?”
    “Make me feel wanted.”
    “You are wanted,” Alastor answered simply.

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    In an alternate Hell where Alastor and Vox never became enemies, a quiet night turns intimate as Vox’s insecurities surface.

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    17 Nov 2025