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Belfast 1946. After coming home from the war with the news that Eoin McGonigal is alive, Paddy goes to see him for the first time.
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and I am not alone (I hear the rocks and stones) by brianmaybrianmay
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
22 Sep 2025
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after getting something he's always wanted, eoin worries that it might have just cost him the most important thing in his life. (in which paddy has a self-loathing crisis and eoin just wants him too badly to make sense of it)
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After losing his temper yet again, Paddy finds himself back in a prison cell. He figures he probably owes it to Eoin to make it up to him.
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A story of shared grief brings Paddy closer to Augustin than he ever could have imagined.
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- Part 1 of compound ghost
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who am I that I should get to hold you? by brianmaybrianmay
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
03 Apr 2025
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The night before the jump, a confession, and an offer.
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Eoin was careful to keep his voice even when he said, “The only thing I know at the moment is that you’re drunk.”
“That I am,” Paddy said, and paused for a breath. “Want t’know something else?”
“Go on.”
“You’re blushing.”
(or, what happens when Eoin stays back at camp while Paddy gets spectacularly drunk on a night out in Cairo.)
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19 Mar 2026
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all reason flown (as god looks on) by groupmomlipton, ladboyo
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Eoin shows up in Termoli. This is good news for Paddy. Good news for Paddy tends to be bad news for Bill Stirling.
or: eoin lives and wreaks absolute havoc on bill stirling's sanity.
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13 Feb 2026
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In Egypt, Paddy understands himself at last, with Eoin to help him along.
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22 Nov 2025
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The man, Eoin, in more detail; close ups of his hands — big, thick hands — stroking his hard cock, fucking into his own fist until white thickness spills from his head. Laying back with his legs bent at the knees, fucking himself with a dildo and his lips wrapped around his fingers.
Or: Paddy stumbles across Eoin's OF and accidentally matches with him on Grindr later.
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25 Oct 2025
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when you move (I'm put in awe of something so flawed and free) by torakowalski
Fandoms: SAS: Rogue Heroes (TV)
24 Sep 2025
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Ambrose takes the turning for Newtownards and feels a different sort of tension start to fill the air.
"Paddy?" Eoin whispers. There's finally a crack in his voice, not just this horrible blankness.
"Who else?" As soon as Ambrose says it, he realises that that's not as flippant a comment as he meant it to be. Because, honestly, who else?
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- Part 1 of When You Move
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16 Oct 2025