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Hell spits them out on a little Greek island. [On hiatus — returning Summer 2025!]
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17 Feb 2026
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jaw-droppingly fulfilling premise.......authors understand that meronia belongs in gothic literature genre so deeply
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Mello is dangerous. He thought Matt was simply oblivious, but it turns out he's just too much of a fucking lovesick idiot to care.
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Matt is the one constant in Mello's chaotic life. Who could blame him for using Matt when he's so damn eager to have any excuse to be near Mello?
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13 Jan 2026
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takes a drag and sighs wistfully. i needed this
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Rico asks, casual, what Mello will want next, what he’ll aim for after he gets the notebook, and suddenly it’s like the ground has dropped out from underneath him, because the first thing that comes to mind is Near. His stomach sinks as he tries to regain some semblance of composure, fighting off imaginings both tender and cruel, furious with himself for being so weak-minded. Near, he thinks forcefully, is in the past. He isn’t an option for what’s to come— and even if he was, Mello wouldn’t want him.
(He wouldn’t.)
(He wouldn’t.)
(God. He can’t even convince himself anymore.)
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- Part 3 of i want to hold you (hostage)
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- English
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27 Dec 2025
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the grand finale meronia fic of all time. to me
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Summer 2009: Mello’s spent years building up a criminal empire to destroy Kira. He comes to Rod Ross for his help readying the final pieces to set the game in motion. But tonight Rod isn’t interested in business - he’d rather play a different sort of game; one that’s too costly to win and too tempting to quit.