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  1. Rec 27

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    Never cover up, never hide, never change, never again, became the mantra playing on repeat inside her skull. There was a future— This was the future. And it wasn’t the one she’d been fighting for her entire life, but it was more than enough, and it had everything Rumi really wanted, deep down. She was accepted, and almost nobody had to get hurt for it to happen.

    Almost is a ball and chain wrapped around her ankle.

    (or: huntrix’s next tour is just around the corner, and rumi struggles to come to terms with herself.)

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Title: the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases

  2. Rec 32

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    Rumi is intimate with Mira and Zoey for the first time, but finds that the night of the Idol Awards is still a raw wound.

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    Getting triggered during sex and being taken care of by a pair of understanding and loving partners.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Title: The Nights are Lonely (But I take refuge in your warmth)

  3. Rec 18

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    “Rumi, it’s late. Is everything ok?”

    Rumi tried to answer but all that came out was a strangled moan.

    “Rumi?” Celine was at Rumi’s bedside in an instant.

    Rumi looked at Celine. She didn’t want her to know. But…but she had to.

    “Rumi what’s wrong? Are you sick? Hurt?”

    Once again the pain kept Rumi from responding. Instead she pointed to her body. At Celine’s confused look, Rumi then carefully, slowly, pulled up her shirt to reveal her patterns. The action brought spots to her vision. It felt like she was burning from the inside out.

    “Rumi your patterns. They’ve grown.

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    What if Rumi's patterns hurt? What if every time they grew they burned? What if Celine didn't hold back from touching Rumi's face out of fear of who she was, but out of fear of hurting her?

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Title: Like a Silent Ember

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    She says she wants to get better for them.

    They tell her that they'll love her even if she gets worse.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Title: Thawing

  5. Rec 83

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    Trini was not fine. As they walked down the hall, leaving a sullen Zack behind, nausea started to roil in her gut. She gritted her teeth and sucked in a deep breath. Pushed it away. She just had to get through this test and then she could skip out and go home. Forty-five minutes. Piece of cake.

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    06 Oct 2022

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    Sickfic

    Title: meaning it, and all the places in between